Mark 3:13-19
The Appointing of the Twelve Apostles
13Jesus went up on a mountainside and called to him those he wanted, and they came to him. 14He appointed twelve—designating them apostles[a]—that they might be with him and that he might send them out to preach 15and to have authority to drive out demons. 16These are the twelve he appointed: Simon (to whom he gave the name Peter 17 James son of Zebedee and his brother John (to them he gave the name Boanerges, which means Sons of Thunder); 18Andrew, Philip, Bartholomew, Matthew, Thomas, James son of Alphaeus, Thaddaeus, Simon the Zealot 19and Judas Iscariot, who betrayed him.
Bee's Thoughts:I am such an imperfect being, even after so many years of moulding by the Lord. Because I am living, not dead, I may resist the Potter's moulding process. I crumbled down many times and the Potter has to remould me over and over again, just like tonight. *sigh*
To me, I am such a wretched soul indeed... nothing good in me... nothing, absolutely nothing. Yet Jesus sees something I or others couldn't see. He sees the "rosebud potential" in me.

So what did Jesus sees in me?
Perhaps my persistency?
I may be down, but not out.
I may not see, but I believe.
I may lose hope, but I never give up.
I may feel hurt, but I never revenge.
I may be fragile, but I can be strong.
I may be naive, but I can be wise in God.
Dear Lord, Jesus,
Thank You for choosing me to be your disciple though I am so weak many times. I pray that this 'rosebud' in me will blossom into a beautiful rose soon. Hold my hands when I am down, like now. Let me not be drowned by sorrows and forget my crown. Lead me moment by moment and day by day.
In Your blessed name I pray. Amen.
Tommy's Thoughts:I have been offered a position in my church committees for the coming year. I was wondering whether I’m capable to accept this offer as I felt I’m not very good in that area of ministry. Furthermore, I think with the current tiring and hectic schedule I have everyday, I may not have enough time for the responsibilities in the committee.
Jesus selected imperfect men (Mark 3:13-19) to be His apostles. He has chosen them not because of their faith, as their faith often faltered. It is also not because of their talent, ability or leadership.
The only similarity between the 12 apostles is their willingness to obey Christ. And Jesus looked not at their imperfections but at their potential for extension of God’s kingdom.
As I read today’s passage, I realized that we shouldn’t disqualify ourselves from service to Christ because we think we don’t have the expected credentials. Instead, we should know being a good disciple of Christ simply a matter of following Jesus with a willing heart.
Dear Father, thank you for using me to further your kingdom work. Thank you for using me even though I often fail you. Help me to be a beacon of light in this world clothed with your power from on high.
Lord, lead me to seek you first and obey your every command. I pray for Your guidance in every decision I’m going to make, that they may glorify Your Name. Thank you for your love and mercy. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.