Saturday, February 04, 2006

Love Enough To Confront


Luke 7:36-50

Jesus Anointed by a Sinful Woman

36 Now one of the Pharisees invited Jesus to have dinner with him, so he went to the Pharisee's house and reclined at the table. 37 When a woman who had lived a sinful life in that town learned that Jesus was eating at the Pharisee's house, she brought an alabaster jar of perfume, 38 and as she stood behind him at his feet weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them.

39 When the Pharisee who had invited him saw this, he said to himself, "If this man were a prophet, he would know who is touching him and what kind of woman she is—that she is a sinner."

40 Jesus answered him, "Simon, I have something to tell you."
"Tell me, teacher," he said.

41 "Two men owed money to a certain moneylender. One owed him five hundred denarii,[a] and the other fifty. 42 Neither of them had the money to pay him back, so he canceled the debts of both. Now which of them will love him more?"

43 Simon replied, "I suppose the one who had the bigger debt canceled."
"You have judged correctly," Jesus said.

44 Then he turned toward the woman and said to Simon, "Do you see this woman? I came into your house. You did not give me any water for my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. 45 You did not give me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. 46 You did not put oil on my head, but she has poured perfume on my feet. 47 Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven—for she loved much. But he who has been forgiven little loves little."

48 Then Jesus said to her, "Your sins are forgiven."

49 The other guests began to say among themselves, "Who is this who even forgives sins?"

50 Jesus said to the woman, "Your faith has saved you; go in peace."

Tommy's Thoughts:

Before I’m a Christian, I paid little attention or totally unaware of how wrong some of my actions and attitude were. There was totally no sense of regret or detest or to change. This was partly due to my belief that it doesn’t matter what I’m doing, as what I did before already invalidate me from being saved by God. I soon settled on trying my best to just be conventionally good, but still indulged in all those ‘little sins’.

Little sins will soon be fully-grown and at the end will give birth to ‘death’ (James 1:15). Because of God’s mercy, He came to me before it was too late; convicting me and I began to realize how and why things turned out so badly; the person I had became. Later, I understand how much I need Him, to believe in Him and His redeeming power. He forgave me as I repented and He gave me a new start.

It’s true that only when one realizes the depth of their sin, can they appreciate the complete forgiveness of God. We should be grateful and appreciate the wideness of God’s mercy, giving us a way to reconcile with Him and allowing Him to change us. As Christian, we are saved by grace through faith. We need to be like the woman in today’s passage who was saved by her faith alone. Her overflowing love and generosity was the result of her faith in Christ.

Dear Lord, thank You for reminding me of how You have saved me and how much I need You to change me everyday. Lord, keep me beside You always so I won’t go astray. Makes me lie down in green pastures and lead me beside quiet waters, restoring my soul and guides me to Your paths of righteousness. In the Almighty name of Jesus I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:


As I read the above passage I just felt like crying...

Jesus said, "her many sins have been forgiven—for she loved much". Now I know why I can have such simple faith in Jesus and remain in this faith for so many years. Some people might think I am crazy to love an unseen Jesus so much. But what they don't know is that I love Jesus very much because He has forgiven me much too. Without Him I would have been gone long ago.

I have heard many who would say they rather love the one whom they loved but doesn't recipocate that love, to the one who loves them a lot but they don't love. I felt the reverse. I can be moved by true love and stay in that love forever till it is removed. So I love Jesus because He first loved me while I was still a sinner, not while I was good. He loved me just as I was and am now. How can I not love someone who loves me so much? I will love.

Dear Jesus,
Thank You for loving me so much...
You loved me right from the start
And that has touched my heart.

I love You very much too...
I can't resist Your love so true
That captures my heart in surrender to You.

I just love You...

- Bee

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Friday, February 03, 2006

I Dare You!

Psalm 119:41-48

41 May your unfailing love come to me, O LORD,
your salvation according to your promise;

42 then I will answer the one who taunts me,
for I trust in your word.

43 Do not snatch the word of truth from my mouth,
for I have put my hope in your laws.

44 I will always obey your law,
for ever and ever.

45 I will walk about in freedom,
for I have sought out your precepts.

46 I will speak of your statutes before kings
and will not be put to shame,

47 for I delight in your commands
because I love them.


48 I lift up my hands to your commands, which I love,
and I meditate on your decrees.

Bee's Thoughts:

Yes, "May your unfailing love come to me, O LORD". May I love Your word and keep it in my heart always. How wonderful is Your word to me, that lifts me up all the time. I am but a frail gal who is easily broken, one whom men would despise. But in You I am made strong, for Your word encourages me to go on a little more whenever I want to give up. Thank You for Your unfailing love. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

The problem with our struggle in keeping God’s commands is not that we do not understand them or we don’t want to keep them. It’s the way we see them; our perception of what God wanted us to follow. We often hear people say following God is complicated because of all the things we need to change, the “dos” and “don’ts”. We felt God’s commands inhibit and restrain us from doing what we want to do.

When faced with a situation, we tend to ignore His teachings and do exactly the opposite, without giving a single thought of the consequences of our actions to our self and others. There are also times; we take for granted of God’s forgiveness, using it as an excuse to do what we know is wrong. All these attitudes not only hinder us from fulfilling God’s plan for our lives but also rob us from having true freedom in life.

The truth is, instead of restricting us; God’s commands actually free us to be what God designed us to be. When we accepted God’s gift of salvation and forgiveness, we gain true freedom from sin and guilt. We can make the choice not to sin again as Christ has already break us away from the grip of bondages.

To make it easier for us to understand this reality, we need to change our view on God’s commands for us. Like in verse 47 and 48 in today’s Psalm; we need to delight and love the commands God have given us. We need to know they are not to restrain us but to free us. They are given to us because He loves us and wanted the best for our lives.

Dear Lord, thank You for changing my perspective on why I should follow Your commands. Thank You for Your unfailing love for me, forgiving me and saving me from the trap and bondages of sin. I won’t be complacent of where I’m now but to move on and grow in maturity, lifting up my hands to Your commands, keeping them until You come again. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Thursday, February 02, 2006

The Best Question

Psalm 15

A psalm of David.
1 LORD, who may dwell in your sanctuary?
Who may live on your holy hill?

2 He whose walk is blameless
and who does what is righteous,
who speaks the truth from his heart

3 and has no slander on his tongue,
who does his neighbor no wrong
and casts no slur on his fellowman,

4 who despises a vile man
but honors those who fear the LORD,
who keeps his oath
even when it hurts,


5 who lends his money without usury
and does not accept a bribe against the innocent.
He who does these things
will never be shaken.


Bee's Thoughts:

A sanctuary is a shelter from danger or hardship... a place where one "will never be shaken" (v5). Whenever I am sad and in distress I will retreat into my 'sanctuary' (God). It's there where I rest my wounded soul, letting God heal my broken spirit.

Who can be in God's sanctuary? One who does all the above things. Hmmn... it seems it's a place for the 'perfect'?

Well, when one goes into the presence of God, all sins will have to be confessed as God reveals one's true self through His Holy Spirit. That's how God burnt away all that're wrong and purify one's heart.

Yes, the Lord did that to me whenever I ran into His sanctuary. He 'stripped' me to reveal what's in my heart and then began His purifying work in me so that I could be made whole again.

Dear Lord,
Thank You for being my sanctury each time I went into distress. Thank You for Your healing work as I surrender myself to You. Now I pray that You would remove what's not right in me and let me abide in You always. In Your holy name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

I received a sms from an old friend today. She was surprised that I have submitted my life to God, asking me what made me to make that decision. She also asked me whether it’s because she doesn’t have a religion that made her feeling empty and lost. I prayed to God to help me with words when replying to her, sharing my faith to her. I told her God himself came to fill the same void inside my heart. When we open our heart to Him, He will change us from inside, guiding us to live a blameless life. It’s God working inside us and not through our own effort to be good.

In today’s Psalm, God gave us some guidelines to live a blameless life; to determine how we as Christian are doing in our walk:

  1. Be truthful (v2): We live in a society today that is manipulative, self-centered, and heavy into techniques, hidden agendas and lies; to get what we want. Being truthful sometime becomes unnecessary. God calls us to speak the truth from our heart. He knows how lies can eventually bring troubles, fear and complications into our lives; robbing us from living the life He wanted us to have.

  2. Control our speech (v3): We need to be careful with our words; to always speak the truth and refuse to slander others; how we use them reflects our relationship with God. Our tongue is one the most important things we need to control; like fire, that at the same time can bring light when it’s dark, it can also bring down a whole house when we are not careful.

  3. “The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.”- James 3:6

  4. Keeping promises (v4): We need to be aware of not promising something we won’t be able to keep. It’s easy to promise when we wanted something; but keeping them requires us to be truly faithful and committed. But, once we broke a promise, it’s very hard to earn back the trust others have put on us. Like our Heavenly Father who always keeps his promises, we too need to always keep our promises.


Dear Lord, thank You for today, how You’ve made everything goes so smoothly as I’ve prayed for. You are just wonderful and I can’t be more thankful! I take this time to pray for my friend and also to all those who yet to know You, that You will one day fill their heart, giving them what they need most and bringing meaning and purpose to their lives. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

A Servant's Heart


2 Timothy 2:19-26

19 Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: "The Lord knows those who are his," and, "Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness."

20 In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for noble purposes and some for ignoble. 21 If a man cleanses himself from the latter, he will be an instrument for noble purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work.

22 Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. 23 Don't have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. 24 And the Lord's servant must not quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful. 25 Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, 26 and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.

Bee's Thoughts:

Today's devotion is the answer to a visitor's comment on yesterday's devotion. KristieSue said...
"One of the most common excuses I hear about people not wanting to go to church is because of so and so who is at the bar every weekend... or something similar to that. They say if they can live that way and get to heaven then so can I... It's a sad thing how Christians like to pretend. Go to church and act holy and spirit filled and then the rest of the week show no evidence of God."

Well, "The Lord knows those who are his," and, "Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness." (v19). A true Christian is one who seeks to live a life that is pleasing to God. He/She may not be perfect yet, but nevertheless, he/she has the desire to learn and grow in Christ.

As a Christian tries to live a life that is righteous, he/she may looks foolish, funny, anti-social, stubborn, etc, to his/her non-Christian friends and the world. It's sad that sometimes a Christian may compromise in order to gain acceptance. Yet God says He knows those who are His... who will not compromise with the world.


Dear Lord.
Thank You for transforming me day by day so that I may be "an instrument for noble purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work" (v21). It has been a painful process as You 'mould' and 'polish' me a little at a time in order to remove the worldly parts in me.

Sometimes, I thought I couldn't take the pain anymore, but You always give me strength to go on and not give up. Thank You that through that process I have grown to be stronger and is enjoying Your love more each day. Let me be a faithful servant to You as I live in this transient world.

I love You, Lord. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Once, I questioned God how He can use me for His purposes, as an instrument of His will. How should I change and live my life differently, to magnify His name to those who are still confused about the truth? What kind of person and attitude I should have in order to share the message effectively to others? What I should run away from to avoid myself to stumble and ended up being a bad example to others?

In today’s passage, Paul advised Timothy not to settle on anything less than God’s highest and best (v. 20-21); to wisely know when and how to run or stay away from situation that can easily lead him to sin (v. 22); to be kind, patience, gentle and tactful when explaining the truth to others; to be a good listener and avoid any foolish, prideful and pointless arguments and debates (v.23-26).

Dear Lord, thank You for Your words speaking to me today; making me aware of the importance as a Christian to pursue the right attitude in every situation; to be a servant and teacher for Your people, leading them to the truth. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Are You Free?

Galatians 4:21-31

Hagar and Sarah

28 Now you, brothers, like Isaac, are children of promise. 29 At that time the son born in the ordinary way persecuted the son born by the power of the Spirit. It is the same now. 30 But what does the Scripture say? "Get rid of the slave woman and her son, for the slave woman's son will never share in the inheritance with the free woman's son." 31 Therefore, brothers, we are not children of the slave woman, but of the free woman.

Bee's Thoughts:

Initially when I read the above passage, I felt it was rather 'unfair' that "the slave woman's son will never share in the inheritance with the free woman's son" since both have the same father. Then as I pondered over it I realized that it was the "law" that made it so unfair. As long as the people are living under that law, it applies to them and they are bound by it. The only way to be freed from that law is when a person dies or when a new law is imposed.

The above principle also applies to our Christian living. Before we become Christians, we have been under the bondage of the law of sins. But when we accepted Jesus as our Saviour, He set us free from that law and gave us a new law of freedom in the Spirit. "Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom." (2 Corinthians 3:17)

Talking to my friend earlier about 'gambling' on CNY reminds me of what 1 Corinthians Chapters 8-10 teach concerning our new freedom. Example, we may know that we can eat anything, even food offered to idols (since idols is nothing), or we can play 'gambling' on CNY (since we are not addicted to gambling). Yet we have to note that those who are non-Christians or young in age or in spititual life might take these actions seriously and become stumbled.

1 Corinthians 8:9-13:

9 Be careful, however, that the exercise of your freedom does not become a stumbling block to the weak. 10 For if anyone with a weak conscience sees you who have this knowledge eating in an idol's temple, won't he be emboldened to eat what has been sacrificed to idols? 11 So this weak brother, for whom Christ died, is destroyed by your knowledge. 12 When you sin against your brothers in this way and wound their weak conscience, you sin against Christ. 13 Therefore, if what I eat causes my brother to fall into sin, I will never eat meat again, so that I will not cause him to fall.

1 Corinthians 10:23-33:

23 "Everything is permissible"—but not everything is beneficial. "Everything is permissible"—but not everything is constructive. 24 Nobody should seek his own good, but the good of others.

Dear Lord,
Thank You for the freedom I have in Christ Jesus. Thank You that because of Christ I can have Your promised eternal inheritance. Yet I pray that I will not take this freedom for granted or do things that will stumble my brothers or sisters in Christ, or people around me. May what I do give glory to You always.

I asked all these in Jeus' name. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

I was unpacking some boxes from my old house today. I was planning to throw away whatever I no longer need; to tidy things up a little. Inside, I was surprised to see so many things that I have kept over the years, way back to 1989. It’s really interesting to read the things we wrote when we are young. As I was going though each of them, I was flooded with memories from my past, some good, some bad but mostly sad ones. Later, I throw most of them away, keeping only some books and photos of myself taken with classmates and friends.

As I sat down and think, one thing hit me hard; the thought of “If only I have accepted Christ earlier, I would have made so many positive changes in my life”.

Then, the comforting voice of the Holy Spirit assured me that everything that has happened is not mere accidents or mistakes made by God but were filled with purpose and significance; changing me into the person He wanted me to be today and showing me how much I need Him. I know God is so intimately involved with His creation, and so aware of every little incident, feeling and thought in our lives, that not even the humble sparrow escapes his gaze. He planned it all out before we even came into existence.

Because of what God has done on the Cross, I can now lift my head up and face today and tomorrow without trapping myself in my past; condemning myself with guilt and self-pity. Because of His grace, I can start making all the positive changes today. Because of His strength, I can be truly free from all the bondages that have tied me down for so long. Because of His faithfulness, I can be ensured always of having exactly what I need. Because of His peace, I can be bold to endure all the challenges in life knowing He will always be there for me. Because of His love, I can learn to love again and to serve others. And because of Him, I can finally grasped the true meaning and purpose of everything in my life.

Thank You my Almighty, Loving and Wonderful God. Amen.


.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Monday, January 30, 2006

The Lost Library


Isaiah 40:6-8

6 A voice says, "Cry out."
And I said, "What shall I cry?"
"All men are like grass,
and all their glory is like the flowers of the field.

7 The grass withers and the flowers fall,
because the breath of the LORD blows on them.
Surely the people are grass.

8 The grass withers and the flowers fall,
but the word of our God stands forever."

Bee's Thoughts:

I am like "grass", so is all mankind. Life is so fragile, we may "wither" and disappear from this earth any time. The bible compares men's glory/achievement to flowers which will fall easily too. Nothing is permanent... except one thing... "the word of our God". God's word never fail and it comes to past all the time.

Yesterday, I read that one of my friends' wish before she dies is to complete reading the whole bible. That's a very good thought! But to set her due date as before she dies is as good as no due date, since she won't know when she is going to die. By the time she knows, it will be too late to complete reading the whole bible. So I hope she will do it immediately and complete it within a year instead.

Yes. God's word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path always. It guides my life so that I may not walk in darkness.


Dear Lord,
Thank You for Your word which lives forever. Let me always keep Your word in my heart that I may do what is right in Your sight. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

I used to find it very hard to read the Bible; let alone applying it to my daily life. I admit I’d even forced myself to read it everyday just to make sure I’m doing the “right” thing. By constantly looking at the pages I need to finish and cover, I inadvertently turned it into a tiring chore I have to complete.

I think the problem mainly lies in the way I viewed the contents and value of the Bible. I found it more like an irrelevant historical accounts and stories for my life, rather than the words of God that is precious and alive. Instead, I found myself enjoying and absorbed so much more with all those best-selling self-help books on the shelf.

Although, God never against or forbids us from reading self-help books (some might even be a way for God to speak to us too), but they will never be as complete, resourceful, thorough, constant, accurate, reliable, in-depth, trustworthy and relevant to our lives than the Bible. In fact, most key points, explanations, tips, wisdom, techniques found in all those best-sellers can be found in the Bible, but in far greater truth, depth and substance.

There are others of those books which are unreliable and inconsistent as their contents changes and modified constantly to reflect recent understanding the author gained on the topic. There are also some which contain half the truth; contents that appear sensible and popular to readers on the surface but sandwiched with lies, false teachings and distorted truths.

Dear Lord, thank You for teaching me to read the Bible slowly, prayerfully and daily. Only through Your words, I’ll understand and know You better. I’ll always be able to find the truth I need as Your words will stands forever. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.


.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Sunday, January 29, 2006

The Greatness Of Gratitude


Luke 17:11-19

Ten Healed of Leprosy
11 Now on his way to Jerusalem, Jesus traveled along the border between Samaria and Galilee. 12 As he was going into a village, ten men who had leprosy met him. They stood at a distance 13 and called out in a loud voice, "Jesus, Master, have pity on us!"

14 When he saw them, he said, "Go, show yourselves to the priests." And as they went, they were cleansed.

15 One of them, when he saw he was healed, came back, praising God in a loud voice. 16 He threw himself at Jesus' feet and thanked him—and he was a Samaritan.

17 Jesus asked, "Were not all ten cleansed? Where are the other nine? 18 Was no one found to return and give praise to God except this foreigner?" 19 Then he said to him, "Rise and go; your faith has made you well."

Bee's Thoughts:

Gratitude or thankfulness is is not just a thought, it is an action. When one is thankful, one will do something to express that gratitude. In the case of the only leper who thanked Jesus for healing him, his action was an expression of his "faith" (v19) in Jesus' total healing of his sickness. Jesus said that his "faith" has healed him. I wonder what will happen to the other 9 lepers... perhaps their leprosy might come back to them again?

That's why the bible says "in everything give thanks".... not only in some of the things. As I pondered over what I might give thanks for, some thoughts came to mind...

1. Thank God for setting me free from my distress in 2005 and give me something more meaningful in 2006.

2. Thank God for giving me a new job and a changed attitude... the ability to work well with my new bosses, colleagues, children, parents, and the vendors.

3. Thank God for removing the pain from my tooth, a speedy recovery and an early appointment for the new tooth crown.

4. Thank God for helping me keep my daily devotion time.

5. Last but not least, I want to thank Tommy for being my devotion partner, who is running this spiritual race with me. I also want to thank him for asking me to stay on this blog when I wanted to blog alone elsewhere, for letting me know that I have made a difference in his life and that he has been encouraged. This knowledge has encouraged me too.

Tommy's Thoughts:



Sometime when we are in crisis, we'll cry out loud to God, promising Him in things if He would help us. Although there are nothing wrong with our desperation and natural responses; but often time we think only about our self and totally forget to thank Him when we were delivered from our trials.

We need to be like the Samaritan, how instant and quick his response was when he saw himself healed. Without any delay, he ran back to Jesus, threw himself at His feet and thanked Him. That's how we should show our appreciation, gratitude and thankfulness to God; with instant praises and thanks. The moment you know it's God, thank Him straightaway with a grateful heart.

Dear Lord, thank You again for blessing me with so many great things, with some I have not even asked for. Lord, help me to remember always that they are all from You. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Bee's 3rd Month of Devotion



Last week, a friend of mine, who is doing her coaching course, asked me a very thought-provoking question: "What is the difference that makes the difference?" (She was referring to the success in my change of attitude this year, that makes me feel peaceful and contented, that improves my career and financial health.)

I thought for a moment.... then I replied, "My 3-months of daily devotion time with God."

Yes, that's the difference that makes the difference to my life in 2006. Without spending time with God daily to let His words encourage me, and see what's more important in my life, I would have been as unmotivated and in distress as last year. My devotion time for the last 3 months is just like 'oxygen' to me now. It helps me 'breathe' properly in a spiritual sense, which also translates into my physical and emotional well being. It's so powerful... it transforms me for the better. :) Thank God!

Actually, I wanted to stop blogging my devotion at Tommy's blog and has started a new blog for myself, called "Time Alone", on 16 Jan 06. The reason was to remove some confusion/misconception about Tommy and me. However, Tommy has requested that I continue to do my devotion at his blog as an encouragement for him. I obliged... so now there is a duplication in a way. I told Tommy that my "Time Alone" blog would be my standby 'Resort', in case he tells me to 'get lost' from his blog one day... kiasu me. :P

For those who are still curious about Tommy and me, let me set the record straight once and for all... Tommy is not my bf. So if any of you gals are interested in Tommy, please feel free to approach him. (Tips: you must be a devoted Christian gal who loves God and is intelligent to interest him. =D )

All things said, blogging devotion with a fellow Christian can be quite fun as it helps us to encourage one another when the going gets tough.


So Tommy, when it's time for me to 'get lost' from your blog please let me know, ok? Thanks for running this spiritual 'race' with me. May the Lord bless you richly in all aspects of your life.

.......the thoughts of Bee


Tommy:
hey drama Bee, I'm not that bad la till ask you to get lost!
I appreciates you very much being here & encourages me yea...
btw, your tips there are not very accurate la...not sure about that "intelligent" part :P

Bee:
hard to say la... man changes very fast and can be very drastic at times... so better prepare for the worst. ;)
ok ok, correction.... 'stupid' also can apply... for more 'accurate conditions' please email Tommy directly. :P

Saturday, January 28, 2006

The Choice Is Ours


Colossians 3:1-17

Rules for Holy Living
1 Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. 2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. 3 For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. 4 When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.

5 Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. 6 Because of these, the wrath of God is coming. 7 You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. 8 But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. 9 Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices 10 and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator. 11 Here there is no Greek or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.

12 Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. 13 Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. 14 And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

15 Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. 16 Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. 17 And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Yesterday, I was reading something I wrote 5 years ago. They’re funny; it’s so different the ‘me’ now and then. In just few short years, my thoughts, perspectives and priorities has changed so much. I used to hear friends saying Christianity can brainwash us, turning us into weird religious fanatic and anti-socials. But, the truth is exactly the opposite. By letting Christ live within us, we’ll be able to find true freedom and our actual true self; who we suppose and should be.

It’s a continuing lifelong education program; our life will change positively day by day when Christ gives us the power and strength to live for Him; imitating His attitudes in compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, thankfulness and patience; forgiving others; concentrating on things that lasts like relationships and character and letting love guide our life.

What makes a Christian fall back to sin and continually trapped in bondages is that they still try hard to put to death their helpless old self; using all kinds of techniques, diversions and efforts. We can’t put to death what it’s already dead! We need to realize and remember always that when we believe Christ has died for our sins, our old self already died together with Him. And when Christ rose from the grave, we too have been raised with Him with a new self and a new heart.

It's only when we come to this realization, we will start considering our self dead and unresponsive to all wrongful desires. Though temptations are still there, but we can make conscious, daily decision with the help of the Holy Spirit, to choose not to entertain or feed them.

Dear Lord, Thank You for drawing me near to You; teaching me to put on the new self. Remind me O Lord, to match my daily conduct with my faith in You, representing You at all times to the world. Lord, help me to be committed and remaining true to You always; taking the right actions in every situations and changing every areas of my life to bring glory and honor to Your name.

In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face.
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.

I like the above hymn 'cos it reminds me to think of things above and not things on earth. Sometimes in the midst of my business I might forget that I am just a 'passerby' on earth and small problems look so big. But the moment I remember that my goal is heaven, everything seems trivial.

I wonder why the bible says "over all these virtues put on love" (v14). Doesn't "love" covers all these "virtues"? Perhaps a person can have these virtues without loving... for agape love is unconditional.


Dear Lord,
May You constantly remind me of where I am heading for eternaity. Let me choose to focus on You rather than on things around me so that Your peace can rule in my heart always. Let me love with Your unconditional love too. Give me grace to do everything for Your name's sake.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.



.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Friday, January 27, 2006

Fellow Workers


Exodus 17:1-6

Water From the Rock
1 The whole Israelite community set out from the Desert of Sin, traveling from place to place as the LORD commanded. They camped at Rephidim, but there was no water for the people to drink. 2 So they quarreled with Moses and said, "Give us water to drink."
Moses replied, "Why do you quarrel with me? Why do you put the LORD to the test?"

3 But the people were thirsty for water there, and they grumbled against Moses. They said, "Why did you bring us up out of Egypt to make us and our children and livestock die of thirst?"

4 Then Moses cried out to the LORD, "What am I to do with these people? They are almost ready to stone me."

5 The LORD answered Moses, "Walk on ahead of the people. Take with you some of the elders of Israel and take in your hand the staff with which you struck the Nile, and go. 6 I will stand there before you by the rock at Horeb. Strike the rock, and water will come out of it for the people to drink." So Moses did this in the sight of the elders of Israel.

Bee's Thoughts:

Complaints and murmuring seem to be the nature of mankind. In order to counter this nature, God wants Christians to give thanks in everything. They can't complain and give thanks at the same time, right? God also wants Christians to rejoice in Him always. When that happens, there won't be any complaints and murmuring. :)

I was wondering what Moses might be thinking when told to "strike the rock"... how can the rock produce water? Yet Moses just obeyed without questioning. I guess Moses' obedience produces the miracle of water coming from the rock for so many Israelites to drink.

God will be there at the rock... what a great assurance! When God calls us to do something, He will be there with us... we won't be alone.

Dear Lord,
Thank You for always being with us whenever You want us to do something. You never leave us alone as we obey You by faith. Thank You that we can rejoice in You always instead of grumbling.

Let me not complaint when things look bleak at times but to trust in Your faithfulness always.

In Jesus' name I pray.


Tommy's Thoughts:

It’s startling to know that the Israelites can complain and putting God to test just shortly after God miraculously divided the Red Sea in chapter 14. Like the Israelites, we too tend to complain first when things doesn’t go well the way we wanted them to be. Over the years, I’ve learnt that certain problems clearly can be solved through discussion, careful thought, planning and prioritizing. But, there are some we know can only be solved by God himself by praying to Him.

When we are stressed by problems, the first thing to do is pray, which we often overlook. It’s only through few incidences I realized how effective and powerful they are if our heart is true to God. Prayer quiets our noisy thoughts and emotions and prepares us to obey and listen to Him. Like Moses who prayed to God when He has difficulty to calm his people down, God answered Him and helped him to solve his problem. Moses obeyed and did exactly what God has told him to do. And, God made the water flow.

Dear Lord, I heard You everyday on the many ways to “strike the rock” after I’ve prayed to You; to obey and follow Your every commands; doing my part in the works You’ve given me. Help me, O Lord, never to doubt or forget what You can do; how You can solve problems I alone can’t.

Thank You Lord. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Magnifying Our Master


2 Corinthians 11:23-30

23 Are they servants of Christ? (I am out of my mind to talk like this.) I am more. I have worked much harder, been in prison more frequently, been flogged more severely, and been exposed to death again and again. 24 Five times I received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. 25 Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was stoned, three times I was shipwrecked, I spent a night and a day in the open sea, 26 I have been constantly on the move. I have been in danger from rivers, in danger from bandits, in danger from my own countrymen, in danger from Gentiles; in danger in the city, in danger in the country, in danger at sea; and in danger from false brothers. 27 I have labored and toiled and have often gone without sleep; I have known hunger and thirst and have often gone without food; I have been cold and naked. 28 Besides everything else, I face daily the pressure of my concern for all the churches. 29 Who is weak, and I do not feel weak? Who is led into sin, and I do not inwardly burn?

30 If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness.



Bee's Thoughts:

Apostle Paul's life seems to resemble that of moses, in that though he was a man of high regards and could boast of all his achievements, yet he distrgarded them and suffered for Christ.

"I will boast of the things that show my weakness." (v30)...

1. I find it hard to trust others -- but by trusting God I learnt to trust others as well.

2. I don't have faith in things/people I did not see, I need evidence -- yet I have simple faith in God, and I learnt to have faith in things/people even when I can't see them.

3. I can't forgive people who have hurt me deeply -- but with the power of the Holy Spirit I could forgive.

4. I don't believe in love, I see liars everywhere -- but by knowing God's love, I learnt to love with His agape love too.

5. I hated myself and wish I didn't born -- but God told me I am precious to Him, He bought me with His blood.


When I am weak, then the strength of God becomes more obvious to me and others. Then God will be magnified.


Dear Lord,
Let me magnify You in me. Let others see the changes in my life and glorify Your name.

I am very tired tonight... let me have a good peaceful sleep and wake up fresh in the morning.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's thoughts:

As we read about Paul’s sufferings and trials, we’ll see his amazing unfaltering commitment for the cause of Christ. He has no fear or second thought in sacrificing his own life for the gospel; magnifying God in the process.

Although we will not experience what Apostle Paul had, we can still treat every hardship or trials we faced for Christ’s sake as an opportunity to build our character, demonstrate our faith, prepare our self for further service to our Lord and to magnify and glorify our Lord.

Dear Lord, thank You again for teaching me to always look at the bright side of things; treating every situation as a opportunity for me to magnify Your name. The way I focus on the needs of others when all I want is selfishly care only for my comfort; being gentle in the way I speak when I don’t feel like talking; being calm and patient when I’m annoyed or troubled; being thoughtful of others when I have only myself to think about. I pray all this in Jesus’ name, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

And It Was So


Genesis 1:1-13

The Beginning
1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

2 Now the earth was [a] formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.

3 And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.

6 And God said, "Let there be an expanse between the waters to separate water from water." 7 So God made the expanse and separated the water under the expanse from the water above it. And it was so. 8 God called the expanse "sky." And there was evening, and there was morning—the second day.

9 And God said, "Let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear." And it was so. 10 God called the dry ground "land," and the gathered waters he called "seas." And God saw that it was good.

11 Then God said, "Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land that bear fruit with seed in it, according to their various kinds." And it was so. 12 The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good. 13 And there was evening, and there was morning—the third day.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Sometime, we tend to forget or overlook the amazing list of God’s promises to us written in the Bible. Like the story of Creation, they all will be so as God has said them. So, let us take time to read the Bible and find out all the comforting promises God has made with us!

Here’re just a few:
Don’t worry, God knows and will provide all our needs. (Phillipians 4:19)

God has made provision for our salvation and eternal life by His grace through faith. (Ephesians 2:8)

God promised we won’t be overtaken by temptation and He will always provide us with an exit sign. (1 Corinthians 10:13)

God has promised us victory over death. (I Corinthians 15:57)

God has promised that all things work together for good to those who love and serve Him faithfully. (Romans 8:28)

Forgiveness of sins. (Mark 16:16)

To give us peace that transcends all human understanding. (Philippians 4:7)

Dear Lord, thank You for reminding me on something that I often forget: about how I can count on everything You have promised. Though it may be difficult at times for me to see or even understand how things are accomplished, but I will trust and believe in You Lord to make it so! In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:

God is a God of His word. Whatever He says, "it was so"... it comes to past. No wonder the bible tells us, "Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one" (Matthew 5:37).

I find it very difficult to accept uncertain answers from people too. When they are uncertain, I will rather treat their answer as 'No'. People who are vague in their answers seem to be thinking that they can have a 'back door' when they cannot fulfill their promise. What they don't know is that they are making the other person stressful. When they finally decide to say 'Yes', the other person might have already given up hope.


Dear Lord,
Thank You that You are always certain in Your answers and not vague. Let mine 'yes' be yes, and mine 'no' be no, just like Yours. Let me be known as someone who is reliable and keep her words, just like You do.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.


.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

A Bad Day?

Psalm 118:15-24

15 Shouts of joy and victory
resound in the tents of the righteous:
"The LORD's right hand has done mighty things!

16 The LORD's right hand is lifted high;
the LORD's right hand has done mighty things!"

17 I will not die but live,
and will proclaim what the LORD has done.


18 The LORD has chastened me severely,
but he has not given me over to death.


19 Open for me the gates of righteousness;
I will enter and give thanks to the LORD.

20 This is the gate of the LORD
through which the righteous may enter.

21 I will give you thanks, for you answered me;
you have become my salvation.

22 The stone the builders rejected
has become the capstone;

23 the LORD has done this,
and it is marvelous in our eyes.

24 This is the day the LORD has made;
let us rejoice and be glad in it.



Bee's Thoughts:

I tend to be able to identify myself with King David's Psalms most of the time. The above Psalm sounds like my life. It speaks of King David's near death, and how God delivered him from it (v17). It also speaks of God's dealing with his life (v18) to mould him to become a man after God's heart. In spite of the things he had gone through he said, "This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." (v24)

I have so much to learn from King David's life... his heart toward's God, attitude, repenting spirit, justice, thankfulness, faith, joy, loyalty, forgiveness, love and many more.

Yes, I should rejoice in the Lord always... yesterday, today, tomorrow, and the days to come. For God makes the days new for me.


Dear Lord,
Thank You that Your loving kindness never cease and Your compassion never fail, they are new every morning. Therefore, I can rejoice in You daily no matter what suituation I encounter. May Your joy in me be contagious to those around me, that they may experience Your joy too.

In Jesus' name I ask these. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Whenever bad things happen, situations gone out of hand or didn’t go the way I have planned, I’m quick to complain, feeling uneasy and restless. With my impatient attitude, I will either move ahead knowing God has asked me to wait or fell into self-pity and condemnation. I questioned God with “whys” on all my unanswered prayers. I wondered why I’m in such a situation while others are not. Why can’t my problems be solved now? Why I have to wait? Why I have to go through all these?

There’s nothing wrong voicing our thoughts and feelings to God. In fact, we have to be honest and tell Him everything our hearts truly feel. God knows us very well and He can take all our grumblings. But, instead of falling into self-pity or condemnation, we need to be like the psalmists, ending their prayers in praise to God.

Dear Lord, I know a lot of times You are working in the background; preparing something better for me in the future. I confess that too often I took them in the negative way, thinking you’re stopping me from getting what I want and deserve now. Forgive me also Lord for being so discontented at times, not being glad and thankful for what You have already given to me.

Lord, I trust You to know what’s best for me and I will follow Your timing in everything I do. I’ll obey You Lord each and everyday I live. Thank You for giving me a reason to rejoice everyday; to live and to serve You. AMEN!

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Monday, January 23, 2006

Lead Them To Jesus

1 Corinthians 3:4-8

4 For when one says, "I follow Paul," and another, "I follow Apollos," are you not mere men?

5 What, after all, is Apollos? And what is Paul? Only servants, through whom you came to believe—as the Lord has assigned to each his task. 6 I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow. 7 So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow. 8 The man who plants and the man who waters have one purpose, and each will be rewarded according to his own labor.

Bee's Thoughts:

Whatever we do will not be fruitful unless God causes it bear fruits. Time and again this message is repeated that without God being in it, whatever we strive to achieve (career, relationship, wealth, even spiritual works) will not prosper.

Dear Lord,
May Your name be exalted in whatever I do. I commit everything I do into Your hand... be it my work, relationship, service, etc. I know that unless You bless them, all these will go down the drain. Thank You for today's message, Lord.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

We are one body in Christ with Christ as our living Head. As a member of the body of Christ, each one of us has our own special gifts and abilities to perform specific roles, working hand in hand as a team member with other believers. We might be gifted with the ability to preach, to minister to others, to lead a congregation in worship, to work as missionary in other places, to run social concern initiatives etc. But in God’s eyes we are all equal; there is no one greater than the other; only God himself is greatest and all-powerful.

Dear Lord, thank You for reminding me about my gift in serving Your people and to focus only on Christ and not people. Lord, I will give You my best these coming months in all the tasks given to me in the schedule. But Lord at the same time, help me not to seek praise and approval from others; having any wrong or worthless desires to receive glory for what I will do. Instead, help me to focus into guiding Your people towards You; bringing glory and honor to Your name. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Sunday, January 22, 2006

In Defense Of Life


1 John 3:10-23

10 This is how we know who the children of God are and who the children of the devil are: Anyone who does not do what is right is not a child of God; nor is anyone who does not love his brother.

Love one another
11 This is the message you heard from the beginning: We should love one another. 12 Do not be like Cain, who belonged to the evil one and murdered his brother. And why did he murder him? Because his own actions were evil and his brother's were righteous. 13 Do not be surprised, my brothers, if the world hates you. 14 We know that we have passed from death to life, because we love our brothers. Anyone who does not love remains in death. 15 Anyone who hates his brother is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life in him.

16 This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. 17 If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? 18 Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. 19 This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence 20 whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.

21 Dear friends, if our hearts do not condemn us, we have confidence before God 22 and receive from him anything we ask, because we obey his commands and do what pleases him. 23 And this is his command: to believe in the name of his Son, Jesus Christ, and to love one another as he commanded us.


Bee's Thoughts:

"Anyone who hates his brother is a murderer" (v15). That's serious! What did John mean by that?

John gave the example on how Cain hated his brother, Abel, and then ended up murdering him. The seeds of hatred and unforgivingness in our hearts are tools used my the devil to cause strife and even murders amongst fellow humans.

As children of God not only we shouldn't hate our brothers, instead, we should love to the extent of willing to "lay down our lives for our brothers". This is true love "with actions and in truth". This is a self-sacrificing love.

Isn't that a tall order? I think so, since it refers to "our brothers (all born-again Christians, not just our loved ones). If we can't even love to that extend for those close to us, how can we talk about loving just another Christian whom we don't know? Yet, that's a command from God.

We know that God will never ask us to do something we can't do. Therefore, when He commands us to love in that way, I believe He will give us that kind of agape love to do it when the time comes. On our part, perhaps we need to practice agape love on the few who are close to us first, and extend the love to more and more Christians each day as we allow God's love to fill our heart.


Dear Lord,
Thank You for Your reminder today that agape love is what You require from me. You are love. By letting You live in me is by letting love dwells in me too. I have the power to love in the way You want me to because You lives in my heart.

Yes, "love covers a multitude of sins." (1 Peter 4:8). Thank You for helping me to forgive those who have hurt me and still love them with Your love, if they allow me to... I can't force anyone to accept such love. I pray that they too will let Your love flows thorugh.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Love One Another


Tommy's Thoughts:

Christianity is a religion of the heart; it deals deep into the core and crust of a person. We can comply perfectly to set of rules of good, upright outward appearance and conducts; but inside we might be rotten to the core with hate, anger and bitterness against others. Those who hate his brothers are called the children of the devil, a ‘murderer’ at heart. It’s impossible to say we love God, claiming to be the children of God but yet hating others.

When we are born again, we receive a new minds and hearts. Our mind will also be renewed by the Holy Spirit when we submit our self to God everyday (Romans 12:2).
We can then love others not only through words or feeling, but in action. We can also change our attitude towards those we dislike by treating them with respect, sincerely concern of their well-being; whether or not we feel affection toward them.

I used to feel guilty of not doing enough to show proper love to God and not loving others as I should. My conscience constantly accuses and condemns me on things I might be doing wrongly or selfishly. Do I love Christ enough in the right way? Now, I know by obeying His commands, setting my heart on His love and loving others with actions and in truth, I will hear His voice of assurance whispering into my heart.

Dear Lord, thank You for teaching me again today on other-centeredness; loving and putting other first instead of myself. I confess that at time I forget to think of the needs and desires of others, like a brother in church today. Forgive me, Father that I didn’t think of their needs, which sometime I can easily give. Help me Lord in future to be aware of this and of Your words today. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Saturday, January 21, 2006

The World Without


Matthew 23:13-23

13 "Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the kingdom of heaven in men's faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to.

15 "Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You travel over land and sea to win a single convert, and when he becomes one, you make him twice as much a son of hell as you are.

16 "Woe to you, blind guides! You say, 'If anyone swears by the temple, it means nothing; but if anyone swears by the gold of the temple, he is bound by his oath.' 17 You blind fools! Which is greater: the gold, or the temple that makes the gold sacred? 18 You also say, 'If anyone swears by the altar, it means nothing; but if anyone swears by the gift on it, he is bound by his oath.' 19 You blind men! Which is greater: the gift, or the altar that makes the gift sacred? 20 Therefore, he who swears by the altar swears by it and by everything on it. 21 And he who swears by the temple swears by it and by the one who dwells in it. 22 And he who swears by heaven swears by God's throne and by the one who sits on it.

23 "Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices—mint, dill and cummin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law—justice, mercy and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former



Bee's Thoughts:

I have heard that Christianity is not a religion. Why isn't it so? A religion is men looking for God to find their way to heaven by doing good works. Whereas, in Christianity, it is God looking for men to bring them to heaven because no good work can save them; it's God becoming a man to die on behalf of men for their sins.

I won't debate on that term, but it's also true that some Christians do unconsciously treat their faith as a religion, thinking that all their services to God can bring about salvation. I guess the difference is whether in what we do brings life and growth to ourselves and others. Even reading the bible or doing devotion can become a routine with no life if one isn't careful.

My friend's question to me this afternoon made me pondered hard. She asked me, "What is the difference that makes the difference?" - referring to my change of attitude that leads to a more contented and happy me, and therefore enables me to make some progress in my career and financial health compared to how I felt last year.

My reply was, "My 3 months of devotion time with God, letting His words encourage and transform me."

Yes, when my inner world is transformed it will lead to the transformation of my outer world. I see that change in me very clearly... which can also be seen and felt in how I relate with my colleagues at my new work place... "justice, mercy and faithfulness". I surprised myself at my own change actually. I hope I can be a good change agent and manager at my place of work; I hope to see good progress in the change I intend to make for my school by end of next month.


Dear Lord,
Thank You for the change You have made in my inner world. Thank You that this change has resulted in the change in my outer world in how I relate with my colleagues and people I know. I pray that my devotion time with You will continue so You can transform me daily. Let it never ever become just a mere religious practice or routine.

I pray that I will be a shinning light at my work place, so that my colleagues will see the difference between me and my predecessors. May your justice, mercy and faithfulness be seen through me.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

The Purpose Driven Life, wrote: “The Bible knows nothing of solitary saints or spiritual hermits isolated from other believers and deprived of fellowship”.

Christianity is never about a self-centered goal to achieve personal enlightenment or perfection but about living with, ministering to and touching the lives of others; sometime even difficult peoples. Too often we look at the elements of the Christian life, like discipleship, as a journey primarily being concerned only with us, what we are “becoming".

Although it’s necessary for us to cultivate that inner life, our “becoming”, but it should never be the only important or significant part of our journey. We shouldn’t forget about those around us who needs our attention. We must also not lose sight of God and His true commands and teachings because of our overemphasis and focus on improving our own self and solving our personal problems. When we look at the Great Commission, we’ll understand clearly what our obligations are to others:

And Jesus came and said to them, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.” Matthew 28:18-20
Dear Lord, I confess that at times I have turned deaf and blind to those around me who needs my help and encouragement. My mind was so focused on solving my personal problems that I have neglected others. Help me O Lord to be always aware of this; to be other-centered like Christ. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Friday, January 20, 2006

The Difference Faith Makes

Psalm 14

1 The fool says in his heart,
"There is no God."

They are corrupt, their deeds are vile;
there is no one who does good.

2 The LORD looks down from heaven
on the sons of men
to see if there are any who understand,
any who seek God.

3 All have turned aside,
they have together become corrupt;
there is no one who does good,
not even one.

4 Will evildoers never learn—
those who devour my people as men eat bread
and who do not call on the LORD ?

5 There they are, overwhelmed with dread,
for God is present in the company of the righteous.

6 You evildoers frustrate the plans of the poor,
but the LORD is their refuge.

7 Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of Zion!
When the LORD restores the fortunes of his people,
let Jacob rejoice and Israel be glad!



Bee's Thoughts:

Faith really makes a difference. Without faith, no relationship can last. I have faith in some of my online friends even though I have not seen them in person. With a few of them, I have full confidence that they will keep their promises, I know they are reliable. That's faith!

I find it hard to understand why many people do not believe in Christ/God just because they can't see Him. When I recall the time I accepted Christ, I always marvel at how I could have that simple faith. I guess at that time, accepting a God whom I have not seen is better than accepting nothingness which is a sure way to my destruction. If I never try I will never know, right?

I still have not seen Christ and still have not heard His audible voice... isn't this worst than my relationship with my online friends? At least with some of my online friends I have chatted with them frequently and have heard their voices before, some even have seen me on videos... there are interactions between us in one way or another. Yet, after accepting Christ by faith I slowly experience His reality in my life. This faith grows stronger as days go by though I still don't get to see Christ or hear His voice. But I can feel Him in my heart and read what He wants to tell me in the Bible. This is enough for me... I don't need to see Him physically to believe.

Yes, sometimes I wish I can touch and feel Christ; I wish He can hug and embrace me... but I know it isn't possible now, but it will take place one day when I see Him face to face. I will wait for that day to come... that's faith.


Dear Jesus,
I miss You a lot. I long to see You and touch You. But You asked me to wait. You promised You will come back for me and take me to where You are. I believe in You. I know You won't break Your promise. You won't tell me that it was a mistake after making that promise. I place my hope in You. Come quickly.

I pray for my friends who do not know You that they too will come and accept You by faith. I pray that they can join me in heaven one day when we leave this earth. I don't want them to be left behind. May they experience Your love just as I did.

In Your precious name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

It’s really sad that almost all my friends do not believe in a personal God or have the same faith as I am. I used to voice out my belief whenever they have the wrong views about God during conversation. But, most of the time, they responded negatively to them.

It’s very true what Psalm 14 said about the whole human race is straying away from God. Mostly due to the self-sufficient nature of today society; the many distractions and busyness in life; the ever increasing evils and suffering in the world. All these lead to the disbelief of atheists on the existence of an all-powerful, personal and loving God. But, to say there is no God is like saying there is absolutely no meaning or significance to our existence.

Without looking so far towards non-believers, we Christian our self are atheist sometime in practice when we rely more on our self than God; underestimating God’s sovereignty, forgetting His promises for us and not loving Him with all our heart and all our soul. Unconsciously, we might also obey Him solely out of fear that we will be punished later.

Dear Lord, search my heart and convict me if I have come to You for the wrong reasons; for my own selfish gain or comfort. Teach me to be honest to You like the psalmists, to tell You what I’m really thinking and feeling during the good and the bad times. I also wanted to pray for all my friends who are yet to know You, to open their heart one day to the truth and come to You. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

Change my heart O, Lord
Make it ever true
Change my heart O, Lord
May I be like you.

You are the potter Lord
I am the clay
Make me and mold me
This is what I pray.


.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Learn To Teach

Job 2:1-10

Job's Second Test
1 On another day the angels came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan also came with them to present himself before him. 2 And the LORD said to Satan, "Where have you come from?"
Satan answered the LORD, "From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it."

3 Then the LORD said to Satan, "Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil. And he still maintains his integrity, though you incited me against him to ruin him without any reason."

4 "Skin for skin!" Satan replied. "A man will give all he has for his own life. 5 But stretch out your hand and strike his flesh and bones, and he will surely curse you to your face."

6 The LORD said to Satan, "Very well, then, he is in your hands; but you must spare his life."

7 So Satan went out from the presence of the LORD and afflicted Job with painful sores from the soles of his feet to the top of his head. 8 Then Job took a piece of broken pottery and scraped himself with it as he sat among the ashes.

9 His wife said to him, "Are you still holding on to your integrity? Curse God and die!"

10 He replied, "You are talking like a foolish woman. Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?"
In all this, Job did not sin in what he said.


Bee's Thoughts:

Hmmn... after going through my recent toothache and the resultant painful swelling of my cheek and neck, the above passage has become more realistic to me. There are some lessons for me in my experience which I could relate to Job's.

1. Satan is always "roaming through the earth" (v2) to look for his victims, especially those who wants to seek God...

So I need to be careful of his tricks on me.

2. "Ruin" or losses may still happen to a godly Christians "without any reasons" (v3). They come from Satan, but with God's permission...

Though I have lost many things in my life, God knows how much losses I can take, and He will not let the temptations be too much for me to bear. Yes, I may not have fully got over my hurt of loss, nevertheless, I am still trusting God and staying close to Him to receive His grace daily.

3. God does not allow Satan to take a Christian's life even though He may allow Satan to inflict suffering on him/her (v6, 7)...

Perhaps that's why I was at the brim of death 2 days ago and yet not dead? It's not time for me to die yet I guess.

4. Suffering is a way to test my faith in God (v10)...

Though feeling drowsy day and night because of the pain killers, I resisted the temptation to take a break from my daily devotion... it's a test of perseverence. Thank God for His strength!


Dear Lord,
Thank You for the lessons I can learn from the life of Job. Thank You that my life is in Your hand and all things happened in my life not without Your purpose and permission. Keep me strong regardless of what happened to me, even when I have to suffer pain and loss. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

God is completely and eternally just and good but He does allow bad things to happen. But, He is in control of all things, both good and bad. Because He is the Alpha and the Omega (Revelation 8:1), He knows the eventual outcomes of everything. He often use bad events for a greater good for those who love him (Romans 8:28). Thus, everything happened are ultimately in accordance with His divine plan for His glory and purpose.

God does not promise an easier life when we become a Christian. Sometime through hardship, we will know how genuine and true our love and commitment is for God. If there are no seasons of difficulties, our faith would have no room to grow. Trials also draw us closer to God and give opportunity to build our character.

Dear Lord, You are all-powerful, sovereign and always in control. I know You will never allow me to be tested beyond what I can endure (1 Corinthians 10:13) but teach me to cling tightly to my faith through those I can. Lord, help me to humbly see every trial as opportunities to turn and submit myself to You for strength, trusting You to work Your purpose through me. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Get The Point!

Galatians 2:11-21

Paul Opposes Peter
11 When Peter came to Antioch, I opposed him to his face, because he was clearly in the wrong. 12 Before certain men came from James, he used to eat with the Gentiles. But when they arrived, he began to draw back and separate himself from the Gentiles because he was afraid of those who belonged to the circumcision group. 13 The other Jews joined him in his hypocrisy, so that by their hypocrisy even Barnabas was led astray.

14 When I saw that they were not acting in line with the truth of the gospel, I said to Peter in front of them all, "You are a Jew, yet you live like a Gentile and not like a Jew. How is it, then, that you force Gentiles to follow Jewish customs?

15 "We who are Jews by birth and not 'Gentile sinners' 16 know that a man is not justified by observing the law, but by faith in Jesus Christ. So we, too, have put our faith in Christ Jesus that we may be justified by faith in Christ and not by observing the law, because by observing the law no one will be justified.

17 "If, while we seek to be justified in Christ, it becomes evident that we ourselves are sinners, does that mean that Christ promotes sin? Absolutely not! 18 If I rebuild what I destroyed, I prove that I am a lawbreaker. 19 For through the law I died to the law so that I might live for God. 20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. 21 I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing!"

Bee's Thoughts:

Often we hear complains that some Christians behave just like non-Christians or even worse. Just like my previous boss, who claimed to be a Pastor, was more unscrupulous in his business dealings and with his employees than any non-Christians bosses I had before. It brought shame to Christ because of such people. I heard that recently he had to close some of his businesses because of debts. People who do such things will never escape the consequences of their wrong doings.

Yes, Christians are to live by faith; they are judged by faith in Christ, not by the law (do this or do that). Yet Jesus said "Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruit you will recognize them." (Matthew 7:15.16) A good tree will bear good fruits; a rotten tree will bear rotten fruits. Therefore, a person who behaves like the devil, we will know who his 'father' is. So when a person claims to be a Christian, we shouldn't just believe but to look for his 'fruits' of Christ-likeness.

All things said, there are Christians who are weak because they are new, or because they don't read the bible and remain as babes in Christ for many years. Yet even if they do read the bible and are growing spiritually, it's still a process of growth, and there might be many truths they have not learnt yet, like in the above case of Peter (v14 & 15). The difference for a growing Christian is the attitude of willingness to learn and change.

It took so many trials in life for Paul to come to a stage of full surrender to Christ where he proclaimed, ” I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." (v20). I understand the meaning of this verse better now after my brush with death... "I no longer live, but Christ lives in me". I am ready to go anytime I feel... perhaps what holds me back is the salvation of people I know?

Dear Lord,
Why didn't I go and meet You yesterday? I always long to see Your face... to see the only One who loves me so much. What is it that You want me to do before I can meet You? To share Your gospel to those who do not know You? Let me live for You then. Let me share Your love around. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

It took me quite sometime to understand the meaning of Christianity’s “salvation by faith” and not through “work or effort” to be good like in all the other religions. I used to criticize and joke about how weak, lazy and absurd Christianity is to base everything solely on faith alone. I thought it was the reason for some bad Christians I met before, to act in improper ways. I was proud of the so-called far superior, strict rules and laws in my old religion. My self-sufficiency blinded me from seeing how helpless and broken a person I was.

It’s only through all the bad experiences I went through, I realized the truth that without faith in Christ, it’s impossible for us to be good; to break free from the chain of sins, wrongful desires and attitudes in our lives. No matter how smart or knowledgeable we are about the laws, it will never keep us from continue to do wrongs. No matter how hard we try to stay or making our self good, we will still fall back to sin. On the surface, we might appear to be good, nice, helpful and charitable, but internally we are filled with flaws and hypocrisy.

But, our loving God provided a way, a perfect way to set us free and make us whole. He sends His Only Son to die for us. When we believe in Him, our sins and old self died together with Christ, we are no longer condemned. We were given a new life with Christ living in us when He rose from the dead. It’s only through this, we’ll gain His power, strength, freedom and hope to change and be transformed, inside out.

Dear Lord, thank You for Christ’s resurrection power that fuels me everyday to fight sin. Help me Lord to regularly and continually crucify any sinful desires I might have that keep me from following Christ. Lord, thank You also for living in me, being my power of living and hope for my future. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee and Tommy

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Loving The Unlovable

Luke 19:1-10

Zacchaeus the Tax Collector

1 Jesus entered Jericho and was passing through. 2 A man was there by the name of Zacchaeus; he was a chief tax collector and was wealthy. 3 He wanted to see who Jesus was, but being a short man he could not, because of the crowd. 4 So he ran ahead and climbed a sycamore-fig tree to see him, since Jesus was coming that way.

5 When Jesus reached the spot, he looked up and said to him, "Zacchaeus, come down immediately. I must stay at your house today." 6 So he came down at once and welcomed him gladly.

7 All the people saw this and began to mutter, "He has gone to be the guest of a 'sinner.' "

8 But Zacchaeus stood up and said to the Lord, "Look, Lord! Here and now I give half of my possessions to the poor, and if I have cheated anybody out of anything, I will pay back four times the amount."

9 Jesus said to him, "Today salvation has come to this house, because this man, too, is a son of Abraham. 10For the Son of Man came to seek and to save what was lost."



Tommy's Thoughts:

There are a lot of people like Zacchaeus in our lives. We try our best to stay away from them; we wish they are never around us; never existed in our lives; they annoy and disturb us immensely; the way they behave and the things they say irritate us so much; talking to them is so hard and forceful; we criticize and laugh about them in front of others; we only see the negative sides, faults and weaknesses of these people; we treat others so much better than them; they are just so unlovable to us. But, somehow we are stuck with them around in our lives.

After I’ve accepted Christ; He showed to me how wrong my attitude and thinking were towards these people. Christ as an example himself, teaches me to love and show kindness even to those who are so unlovable to us. Later, I began to ask myself how Jesus would respond when interacting with these people. Through this, I was able to see through their faults, and accept and respond to them with kindness and fairness.

Dear Lord, I know it’s so easy to forget what I have just written above. Help me to remember them always. Lord, teach me to treat these people fairly with no favoritism. Teach me also the love and compassion Jesus has for these people. Thank You Lord for changing my heart, to love even those who are lost and seems unlovable to us. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:

It's easy to love the lovable isn't it? But to love the unlovable is difficult, if not impossible. Many good relationship turns sour when at least one party becomes unlovable.

I was at my brim of death today at the dental clinic due to vasoconstrictor effect from the anesthesia. At that moment my mind went blank and I couldn't breathe. I thought I was going to die without any close one beside me. Tears just automatically flowed uncontrollably. Not that I fear death, but I thought I have no chance to say "goodbye" to those close to me before I go.

Yes, I did feel angry with the incompetency of the dental officer who did the injection for me. But I do not wish to lodge a complaint against the hospital for not having a specialist to guide her during the process. I don't wish to ruin her career. Thank God that I am still alive to blog here.


Dear Lord,
Thank You for loving me, the unlovable. Thank You for helping me to love the unlovable too. Should I die, let me die without regret. Amen.


.......the devotion of Bee and Tommy