Monday, February 20, 2006

My Strength

Psalm 73:23-28

23 Yet I am always with you;
you hold me by my right hand.

24 You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will take me into glory.

25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you.

26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.

27 Those who are far from you will perish;
you destroy all who are unfaithful to you.

28 But as for me, it is good to be near God.
I have made the Sovereign LORD my refuge;
I will tell of all your deeds.


Bee's Thoughts:

I am very tired tonight as I have to work till very late without dinner because of the endless paper works which I really dislike/hate. I feel like resigning from my job regardless of whether I have another job standby. I think I am at the point of burnt-out perhaps.

This Psalm has been refreshing to my spirit somehow. It's a Psalm I like very much all the time. Sometimes I may feel like the Psalmist, getting discouraged by the unfairness in life (Psalm 73: 12-16). Sometimes I don't understand why these things happen "till I entered the sanctuary of God; then I understood their final destiny." (Psalm 17-20).

My favorite verses are:
25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you.

26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.


Whenever I feel disappointed and in despair I would remember that I must desire God rather than anything on earth. For no matter how weak my flesh is God will strengthen me in His grace.


Dear Lord,
Whom have I in heaven but You?
May I desire nothing else but You.
Let my strength be renewed.
Amen

Tommy's Thoughts:

In life, there is nothing worth more for us to cling on to than God. There is nothing that can give us the purpose and meaning, confidence and assurance like God’s love and will for us. His constant and unchanging love, care and guidance steer us away from unnecessary conflicts, complications and uncertainties in our lives. With Him, we have the hope of our resurrection one day; to be raised to life to serve Him forever.

Dear Lord,

You wisely and tenderly lead me,
You are my strength and my shield;
My heart trusted in You,
You're all I want in heaven!
And You're all I want on earth!
There is none upon earth that I desire more than You.
Lord, my heart greatly rejoice,
And I will praise You for the rest of my life. Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Sunday, February 19, 2006

He Never Changes

Psalm 103:11-22

11 For as high as the heavens are above the earth,
so great is his love for those who fear him
;

12 as far as the east is from the west,
so far has he removed our transgressions from us
.

13 As a father has compassion on his children,
so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him
;

14 for he knows how we are formed,
he remembers that we are dust.

15 As for man, his days are like grass,
he flourishes like a flower of the field
;

16 the wind blows over it and it is gone,
and its place remembers it no more.

17 But from everlasting to everlasting
the LORD's love is with those who fear him,
and his righteousness with their children's children-

18 with those who keep his covenant
and remember to obey his precepts.

19 The LORD has established his throne in heaven,
and his kingdom rules over all.

20 Praise the LORD, you his angels,
you mighty ones who do his bidding,
who obey his word.

21 Praise the LORD, all his heavenly hosts,
you his servants who do his will.

22 Praise the LORD, all his works
everywhere in his dominion.
Praise the LORD, O my soul.

Bee's Thoughts:

When I read the above Psalms my emotion overwhelmed me... I feel like crying...

God's love is compared to the height between the heavens and earth, which is topless;
God's forgiveness is compared to the breadth between east and west, which is beyond measure;
God's compassion is compared to a father's love, which is undying.

Yes, I am in need of God's love, God's forgiveness, God's compassion... and here He reminds me that I have them all. Praise the Lord!

God knows I am just like "dust"or "grass". I am weak, I can be short-lived, I can fail and sin. Yet He does not allow the devil to condemn me. He wants me to know that His love remains, He never changes.

Dear Lord,
Thank You for Your assurance tonight.
Thank You that You are the same, yesterday, today, and forever.
Thank You for Your forgiveness and love,
Thank You that You are my Abba Father.
Thank You very much.

Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

My family was very poor when I was young. I remember one day my mom told me she had only $1.20 left in her purse to buy meal for the whole family. When things worsen, my dad had to fly alone to US to work illegally to get us better lives and education. He worked there until we all graduated from universities. During my graduation year, he passed away there because of a stroke. I remember my dad always said there is nothing more important or more precious to him than all of us. I think most parent have that kind of amazing, sacrificial love for their children. Everything they do, they do it for their children.

If we can see how great our parents’ love is for us; we can then understand how much greater our heavenly Father’s love for us really is. The problem with our society today; where God seems irrelevant is because we have a distorted view of who God really is to us. We see God as the Judge and the Lawgiver, instead of a loving Father that know and love us very much. He also forgives and forgets all our wrongs, making way for us to reconcile back with Him. He understands us and our needs far better than anyone. His love and compassion for us is unchanging and eternal, giving us hope and meaning in everything.

Dear Lord, thank You for answering my prayer today; giving me the courage to lead Your people to worship You. Thank You also for guiding me in prayers to members of our church today. Lord, I would like to praise You for all the things You have done for us, all the steps and doors You’ve shown to us. All the care and blessings You’ve showered upon us. Thank You! In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Inside Out


Ephesians 4:25-32

25 Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body. 26 "In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, 27 and do not give the devil a foothold. 28 He who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with his own hands, that he may have something to share with those in need.

29 Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. 30 And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. 31 Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. 32 Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.

Bee's Thoughts:

Sometimes I wonder if blogging what's in my heart is "unwholesome talk". I have been pretty candid about how I feel and blog about my feelings without pretence. To me, my blog is my personal diary to express and release my trapped thoughts and feelings. I don't share those things with my offline friends at all. So to know me well, my blog is the best place to begin with.

So do what I write at my blog help build others up?

I have learnt that certain people who read my blog do get encouraged most times because they know that they are not alone in their situations. For not only do I blog about my joy and sorrows, I blog about my solutions too. I hope that by sharing what I have gone through would help my readers who are in similar situations.

Dear Lord,
I pray that whatever I say will be edifying to my listeners. In my transparency let me be a beacan of light to those who need some enlightenment. Let me not be a stumbling block to anyone as I share my thoughts.

In Jesus'name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Be truthful
Today passage talks about how we sometime put on different faces, acting and talking differently to different people. The problem with this kind of falseness is that we will sometime forget or accidentally speak in the wrong way to the wrong person. Another thing is it’s hard and tiring to cope with continually putting on faces and covering all kinds of pretense, manipulation and lies we made. As Christians, we're all connected to each other. So, when we lie to others, we actually are lying to ourselves.

Don't go to bed angry
The passage also teaches us not to hold grudges, hating others as it’s the easiest way to give the Devil foothold in our life. The Bible does not forbid us from being angry; after all it’s normal to feel angry towards things like injustice. But God want us to be careful with it so it does not fuel us for revenge, taking things into our own hand.

Do not steal
Sometime we can still ‘steal’ without being a shoplifter or robber. For example, we can steal from our boss by doing our personal work or wasting time in the office when he’s not around. We can steal from our family or loved one by spending all our time for selfish pursuits and indulgence. We can steal from ourselves by being lazy, dishonest, irresponsible, reckless, jeopardizing our life and future. We can steal from God by being a bad Christian, disappointing others and deterring them from seeing Jesus through us.

Each word a gift
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can hurt my entire life! The bitter pain of a word spoken against others can hurt them for a lifetime. What others say to us and what we say to others can last a long time, for good or for evil. The casual sarcastic or critical remark can inflict a lasting injury on others. We need to think before we speak and speak only what helps, encourages, and builds others up; inspiring them for the rest of their life. Treat each word a gift.

Don't break His heart
As Christian, we need to realize the most intimate part of our lives: the Holy Spirit, God Himself, lives, moves and breathes in us. We need to stop living a life as if He is not there; taking God’s gift for granted. We need to begin a life that refrains from all kinds of unwholesome talks, behavior and habits; being genuinely gentle, sensitive and loving to others, forgiving one another like the way God in Christ has forgave us.

Dear Lord, thank You for reminding all these again to me: Be truthful; do not ‘steal’; careful of anger and words; and acknowledging the presence of the Spirit in me. Lord, I pray that I may live in ways that others may see the love of Christ reveal in me. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Friday, February 17, 2006

God the Seeker

John 20:11-18

11 but Mary stood outside the tomb crying. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb 12 and saw two angels in white, seated where Jesus' body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot.

13 They asked her, "Woman, why are you crying?"

"They have taken my Lord away," she said, "and I don't know where they have put him." 14 At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not realize that it was Jesus.

15 "Woman," he said, "why are you crying? Who is it you are looking for?"
Thinking he was the gardener, she said, "Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him."

16 Jesus said to her, "Mary."
She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, "Rabboni!" (which means Teacher).

17 Jesus said, "Do not hold on to me, for I have not yet returned to the Father. Go instead to my brothers and tell them, 'I am returning to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.' "

18 Mary Magdalene went to the disciples with the news: "I have seen the Lord!" And she told them that he had said these things to her.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Whenever we lost something, we often sit down and think through the places we went to, figuring out the time we lost it, we ask around and begin tracking and searching high and low for it. A lot of time, we failed, frustrated and give up searching. The next thing we know, it appears out of nowhere in front of us.

The same can describe some of us who begin our search for God with great intentions and eagerness. We say things like "I am going to start to church”; "I'm going to read the Bible"; "I'm going to stop this and that habits". All these go well for a while until we find ourselves don't have the strength to keep up our so-called reformation: to be what we think we can be, on our own.

C.S. Lewis once said, "I never had the experience of looking for God. It was the other way around. He was the hunter, I was the deer. He stalked me, took unerring aim, and fired." The Good News is that what we cannot do, God does. We don't seek Him, He seeks us. We don't change ourselves, He does. God longs for us. No matter how constant, urgent, and devoted our search for Him may be, He seeks and pursues us more relentlessly, more ardently, and more faithfully than we can imagine. All we need to do is to open the door for Him into our heart (Revelation 3:20)

Heavenly Father, Thank You for Your care for me as Your treasured child. Thank You for seeking me, giving me a shelter when I’m lost and helpless on my own. Thank You for changing me to be more like Christ each day. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen


Bee's Thoughts:

I used to wonder why when Jesus addressed Mary as "Woman" she could not recognise Jesus. Perhaps addressing Mary as "Woman" is unfamiliar to her, and it made her thought Jesus was a 'stranger'. But when Jesus addressed her as "Mary", she instantly recognised the voice of Jesus.

I could understand Mary's feeling better now as I too have experienced how when a person I loved could be like a stranger to me by changing the way he addressed me. I could not recognise the one I loved anymore... he's like a stranger to me though we do communicate, just like in Mary's case.

One word could make a difference.
One word could bring back familarity.
One word could make one recognises the speaker.

Dear Lord,
You gave and You took away... I don't undertand why, yet I know You have Your purpose. Just like Mary, I will not find what I have lost till You choose to reveal it to me. Let me hear You speaking. Amen.


.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Be Still And Know


Psalm 46:1-11

1 God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.

2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
Selah

4 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy place where the Most High dwells.

5 God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.

6 Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
he lifts his voice, the earth melts.

7 The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah

8 Come and see the works of the LORD,
the desolations he has brought on the earth.

9 He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the spear,
he burns the shields [b] with fire.

10 "Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth."

11 The LORD Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah

Tommy's Thoughts:

In his best-selling book, 7 Habits of Highly Effective People, Stephen R. Covey talked about how it’s better to manage ourselves rather than managing time. He suggested we should make it a habit daily to do what matters most, not what matters least. To sit down and think of what we can do best and to do them more, to sharpen the saw, equipping us to handle any urgent and important things in the future in a more manageable way, thus cutting down our stress and making us more effective.

I was talking to my good friend yesterday about how incredibly busy she was lately. This coming weekend, she even needs to attend courses from 8am to 6pm both Saturday and Sunday. I didn’t fare that well either. There are many incomplete works floating around; places I need to go to, appointments and preparations to be made. In the midst of all these busyness, we sometime forget to do what matters most in our lives: to take time for God.

This devotion, for example, has helped me to quiet my heart and be still daily, to make time for God, to listen to what He has to say to me and to know Him personally. There is nothing matters more than to know our loving God who lives within us; our refuge, strength, ever-present help (v1) and fortress (v11).

Dear Lord, thank You for teaching me to focus my thoughts on You, to worship and exalt You daily. Thanks for Your grace that I am able to learn and understand Your truths and to apply them into my everyday life. Through this quiet time, You have mold me to be a more effective and equipped disciple of Christ, to bring glory and honor to You in everything I do. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

related post on taking time for God


Bee's Thoughts:

The title of tonight's devotion jumped at me, causing my heart to skip a beat. I know God wants me to "be still and know".

Actually, I just got home from a 2.5 hour long job interview wth a panel of preschool committee. It was my 2nd round with them. I wasn't very sure if I wish to take up the offer since what they could afford to pay me would be about the same as what I am already getting now. Why should I change preschool then? I could see the potential of growth in this preschool I am contemplating to join and the services I could render. The committee would contact me next week as to whether they could accede to my request.

Pay aside, I felt bad to leave my present preschool since this is the time it needs me the most. There is already a shortage of staff due to 2 staff resignations and one going on long medical leave. The worse thing is the preschool is about to have a licensing inspection soon. I am in a dilemma...

It's so comforting to hear God says:
"Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth." (v10)
I need to quieten my heart and listen to God, to allow Him to speak to my heart regarding what I should do. The decision I choose should glorify God.


Dear Lord,
Speak to my heart and let me know Your will for me. May I choose the path that You want me to take that Your name might be glorified. Speak to the committee too if You want me to be working with them. Let Your peace be in my heart if that's Your will.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.



.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Perfect In Christ

Colossians 1:24-29
Paul's Labor for the Church
24 Now I rejoice in what was suffered for you, and I fill up in my flesh what is still lacking in regard to Christ's afflictions, for the sake of his body, which is the church. 25 I have become its servant by the commission God gave me to present to you the word of God in its fullness— 26 the mystery that has been kept hidden for ages and generations, but is now disclosed to the saints. 27 To them God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the glorious riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.

28 We proclaim him, admonishing and teaching everyone with all wisdom, so that we may present everyone perfect in Christ. 29 To this end I labor, struggling with all his energy, which so powerfully works in me.


Bee's Thoughts:

It's a "mystery" that Christ can be in us, Christians. That's where our hope is. If Christ is in me, wouldn't I behave and think like Him? Perhaps that's why in Christ we can be "perfect".

Jesus says, "I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." (John 15:5) We need to remain and be joined to Christ in order to have that special life to bear fruits.

Dear Lord,
I am very tired and weary from my work. Let me abide in You to draw strength. Even then, I pray that You will help me be compassionate towards those that need encouragement and help. Let be "perfect" in You and bear fruits... that's others may see Your glory.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Christians suffering is not about a pain fetish or a monastic seeking of pain in order to be "holy". It’s the only realistic way for one to be truly changed, grow and mature spiritually; to be perfect in Christ (v28). As Christian, we often forget that we not only need to believe in Christ but also to suffer for and like Him (Philippians 1:29). Taking up the Cross is a necessary part of every Christian's education, in God's revealed plan.

Some of the common sufferings are temptations, conflicts and misunderstanding with others, dealing and serving unappreciative and difficult people, persecution, discrimination, criticisms etc. To endure through them is to obey and follow God’s commands, to stand firm and grounded by His truth; doing what we know is right.

There are so much to be learned and fruitage to be gained through our temporarily struggles that it will be to the maximum possible benefit for everyone who has ever lived. God has a very good plan in place for us that will make all our sufferings more than worth it.

Dear Lord, thank You for the power of Your Spirit working in me; giving me Your energy (v29) to endure and strive to be made perfect in Christ. Lord, teach me to work wholeheartedly and joyfully, motivated by love and not by fear or pride, to be more mature and complete in Christ everyday. Amen.

“For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him…”- Philippians 1:29

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

The Greatest Thing In The World

1 Corinthians 13

Love
1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12 Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.


Bee's Thoughts:

Sometimes I think I know what love is;
Sometimes I think I know nothing about it.
Sometimes I feel the warm that love could give;
Sometimes I feel I don't understand all about this.

Yet the bible says the greatest is love;
To experience it is the best thing on earth.
Yet I only found this love in Christ;
Human love seems to be a bunch of lies.

How I long that someone could love me as I am;
But I guess that could only happen in dreamland.
Once again I have to turn to the Author of love
To help me love others through Him as I serve.

- Bee


Dear Lord,
Teach me to love in the way You do. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Whenever we talk about love today, most people are still confused about its meaning. Love had become a mixed-up term confuses with lust, selfishness and manipulation. A lot of times we hear things like I ‘love’ and be with this person because he/she can give me this and that. Worst, they are also those who lie and hide their true feeling to get want they want from others.

True love, or God’s kind of love is directed outward towards others, it’s never inward toward us. It involves a sincere, genuine and unselfish service to others. It is always about being patient and kind, not envious or proud in front of others; it forgives others, not rude, easily angered or self-seeking; it rejoices with the truth; it always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always perseveres (v4-7)

To show true love gives evidence that we really care about others. It is about giving to others without expecting anything in return. We love because He first loves us. For us to practice His kind of love, we need Him to help us set aside our own desires and start becoming more like Jesus, to love others truthfully.

Dear Lord, thank You for giving us the greatest and most important qualities a man can ever have, that is, to love. With faith and hope in You, Lord, guide and teach me with the freedom to love others truthfully and completely. In Jesus’ name, I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Monday, February 13, 2006

Life by the Spirit

Galatians 5:16-26

Life by the Spirit

16 So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature. 17 For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the sinful nature. They are in conflict with each other, so that you do not do what you want. 18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under law.

19 The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; 20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. 26 Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.

Tommy's Thoughts:

The Bible is very clear and specific on certain actions, attitudes and desires that are wrong. Some are quite obvious like the sin of sexual immorality, witchcraft and murder. But there are also those that are less obvious; that sometime we are unaware of or simply ignore and pay little attention to them.

These are the things that rob us from living a transformed life God wants us to have. We will soon find our self having unnecessary conflict with others; feeling trap and helpless in bondages; puzzling over why and how things went wrong and questioning why we do not do what we want, but do the very thing we hate (Romans 7:15). If we continually use our freedom this way, we will not inherit God's kingdom (v21).

The good news is, we can clearly distinguish and reminded of all these wrongful desires whenever we turn to the fruits of the Spirit (v22). They are in stark contrast and contrary to each others (v16); giving us an invaluable guidance and comparison before we think, act and making choices.

Before we can grow in the fruits of the Spirits and stop giving in to wrongful desires and habits, we must allow God to work in us, joining our lives to His (John 15:4-5). When we say we believe and accept Christ as our Savior and Redeemer, we need to make the choice to willingly nail all our sinful nature to the Cross. Through this we are clearly set free from sin’s power gripping over us and we no longer have to give in to it.

Dear Lord, thank You for teaching me to effectively replace my old bad habits with the habits of the Spirit. Thank You for the Spirit who nudges me everyday to commit any wrongful tendencies to Your control, crucifying them, and continually draw on the Spirit’s power to overcome them. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:

Our "sinful nature" is constantly battling with the "fruit of the Spirit". instead of trying to remove the "sinful nature" we should focus on the "fruit of the Spirit"... constantly allowing this fruit to be seen in our life.

"Self-control" may be the most difficult characteristics to achieve. We are to control our own thoughts, actions and desires. We are not to indulge ourselves on anything contrary to biblical teaching. So "self-control" is the mark of spiritual maturity I guess.

Dear Lord,
Help me to allow Your Spirit to work in me so that I may bear the fruit of the Spirit. Let me set my mind on things that are pure and do what's right in Your sight. In Jesus name I ask. Amen




.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Sunday, February 12, 2006

One More Miracle


Exodus 15:1-21

The Song of Moses and Miriam

1 Then Moses and the Israelites sang this song to the LORD :
"I will sing to the LORD,
for he is highly exalted.
The horse and its rider
he has hurled into the sea.

2 The LORD is my strength and my song;
he has become my salvation.
He is my God, and I will praise him,
my father's God, and I will exalt him.

3 The LORD is a warrior;
the LORD is his name.

4 Pharaoh's chariots and his army
he has hurled into the sea.
The best of Pharaoh's officers
are drowned in the Red Sea. [a]

5 The deep waters have covered them;
they sank to the depths like a stone.

6 "Your right hand, O LORD,
was majestic in power.
Your right hand, O LORD,
shattered the enemy.

7 In the greatness of your majesty
you threw down those who opposed you.
You unleashed your burning anger;
it consumed them like stubble.

8 By the blast of your nostrils
the waters piled up.
The surging waters stood firm like a wall;
the deep waters congealed in the heart of the sea.

9 "The enemy boasted,
'I will pursue, I will overtake them.
I will divide the spoils;
I will gorge myself on them.
I will draw my sword
and my hand will destroy them.'

10 But you blew with your breath,
and the sea covered them.
They sank like lead
in the mighty waters.

11 "Who among the gods is like you, O LORD ?
Who is like you—
majestic in holiness,
awesome in glory,
working wonders?

12 You stretched out your right hand
and the earth swallowed them.

13 "In your unfailing love you will lead
the people you have redeemed.
In your strength you will guide them
to your holy dwelling.

14 The nations will hear and tremble;
anguish will grip the people of Philistia.

15 The chiefs of Edom will be terrified,
the leaders of Moab will be seized with trembling,
the people [b] of Canaan will melt away;

16 terror and dread will fall upon them.
By the power of your arm
they will be as still as a stone—
until your people pass by, O LORD,
until the people you bought [c] pass by.

17 You will bring them in and plant them
on the mountain of your inheritance—
the place, O LORD, you made for your dwelling,
the sanctuary, O Lord, your hands established.

18 The LORD will reign
for ever and ever."

19 When Pharaoh's horses, chariots and horsemen [d] went into the sea, the LORD brought the waters of the sea back over them, but the Israelites walked through the sea on dry ground. 20 Then Miriam the prophetess, Aaron's sister, took a tambourine in her hand, and all the women followed her, with tambourines and dancing. 21 Miriam sang to them:

"Sing to the LORD,
for he is highly exalted.
The horse and its rider
he has hurled into the sea."

Tommy's Thoughts:
I always admire my friends who are song leaders in the church. All of them are very dedicated, effective and earnest when comes to leading God’s people in worship. There is this lady who always prepare close to a month in advance for a service. She always tries new ways to lead the congregation in presenting songs to God. She is also incredibly meticulous and thorough in her preparation and timing.

But I can see she is a humble and modest person, not at all showy or pretentious in her leading. She always tells me that she’s doing all these to praise, thank and glorify God, who she is truly grateful for.

Dear Lord, teach me to be like this sisters in Christ; to be thankful for all that You have done and given to me. To be grateful for Your gift of salvation through Christ. Lord, help me always to come in praise and worship with a natural, fervent and sincere heart. In the mighty name of Jesus I pray Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:

Songs of Worship always touch my heart whenever I sing them. Even when I feel down, the songs will somehow miraculously lifts up my spirit as I sing them. I could feel God's presence as I meditates on the lyrics of the songs and hymns.

The above songs of praise talks about how God led the Israelites out of danger in His "unfailing love" and guided them in His "strength". (v13). God is always compassionate towards His children. How can we not praise Him?

Dear Lord,
Thank You for Your unfailing love and strength toward us. May we always sing praises to You all the time. Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Inner Beauty

John 1:9-14

9 The true light that gives light to every man was coming into the world.[a]

10 He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. 11 He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. 12 Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God— 13 children born not of natural descent,[b] nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.

14 The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only,[c] who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.

Tommy's Thoughts:

When we welcome Jesus into our life, we are being born again spiritually. This new birth changes us from the inside out. Although we may physically look ordinary on the outside, God's Spirit will beautify us from within if we allow Him to. It will be a continual process that rearranges, clarifies, and refines our attitude, desires and motives. Unlike outward appearance with beauty that is fleeting, this beauty will last for all time.

Dear Lord, forgive me of sometime overly concerned over outward appearance rather than focusing on the inner beauty. Lord, as You does not look at outward appearance but at the heart of a person. (1 Samuel 16:7), teach me too to get past all the surface issues, to emphasize for things within that lasts and letting others see the true beauty of You radiating in me. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.



Bee's Thoughts:

What is heaven like?
"It is better than anything any human being could ever imagine when he tries to picture the best thing that could ever happen to him. Beyond that, there is not much else we could say!" (Judgment Day)

How is God like? We will never know unless God reveals the mystery to us. God has choosen to reveal Himself to us through Jesus Christ... showing His character, nature, love, righteousness, holiness, justice, compassion, power, etc.

Inner beauty takes time to discover... the more we spend time with a person, the more we see the inner beauty of that person. The same goes to spending time with the Lord Jesus Christ... we get to see His beauty more and more each day.


Dear Lord,
Let me see Your beauty as I spend time with You. Let Your beauty be seen in me too. This is my simple prayer. Amen.


.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Friday, February 10, 2006

Dearly Children Of Light


Ephesians 5:1-13

1 Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children 2 and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

3 But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God's holy people. 4 Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving. 5 For of this you can be sure: No immoral, impure or greedy person—such a man is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God. 6 Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of such things God's wrath comes on those who are disobedient. 7 Therefore do not be partners with them.

8 For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light 9 (for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth) 10 and find out what pleases the Lord. 11Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. 12 For it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret. 13 But everything exposed by the light becomes visible,

Tommy's Thoughts:

I happened to chance upon this passage twice today. God is probably trying to tell me something about how to live and maintain a life as children of light. Maybe it’s because God knows I spend most of my time everyday with non-believers; at work and at home. How I might conform, condone and approve certain behaviors of those few who have unhealthy lifestyle. Like how I might treat obscenity and coarse joking lightly, as common things to do; taking them for granted and doing them to gain acceptance.

Empty conversation and improper language does nothing to reflect our faith or to build others or our self up. Worst, our behaviors will make others unable to see God’s gracious presence in us, even hindering them to be lead to Christ.

In verse 3, Paul spoke about as Christian; there must not be even a hint of immorality like lust, hate, envy, pride, impatience, or bitterness in our lives. To do this, we must allow God to mold and work in us, to give us strength when we are weak, to convict and remind us when we are wrong, to warn us when we are impatient and losing control, to provide us an exit when we are tempted, to give us hope and assurance when we are discouraged or sad, and to lead us to the right path when we are lost.

Dear Lord, thank You for reminding me today as children of light, I need to start living as one. Thank You also for guiding me, teaching me in ways, to live above reproach morally; reflecting Your goodness to others. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:

To "live a life of love" (v1) is what God wants Christians to do. I thought I have already known the meaning of love... but now I feel I still don't really know it's deep meaning yet.

Must the "love" God wants us to have for others be unromantic? Then isn't the word "compassion" a more appropriate term to use instead? I have gradually lost that romantic feeling I once have... I have suppressed it for good so that I won't get hurt again. Is this what God wants of me? I am not sure now. Yes, I still care for others, provide assistance and a listening ear when needed. Is that love or compassion? I don't know which term to use now... I just know I do care. Is that healthy?

If love means laying down my life for someone like Jesus did, then I have not loved yet... maybe one day I will... till then, I have not truly loved I suppose.

"Let no one deceive you with empty words" (v6)... words are cheap, actions are precious. If we say we care for someone, what actions have we done to show that care? When we promise something to someone, do we carry it out or KIV it 'till thy kingdom come'? Words by themselves are "empty" till actions follow.

Dear Lord,
I felt weary today... I heard many words... many many words, with no action. I got confused by "empty words"... I have lost faith in what certain people say. Help me lift up my eyes upon You again... for Your words are always true, Your words are never empty.

I confess I don't fully understand the meaning of love... perhaps I have never loved, but only have compassion... perhaps I have not experienced love too, other than the love You gave. I lift up my hands to You in surrender now... take my life and let me be what You will.

In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.


.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Unexpected Help


Joshua 2:1-14

Rahab and the Spies
1 Then Joshua son of Nun secretly sent two spies from Shittim. "Go, look over the land," he said, "especially Jericho." So they went and entered the house of a prostitute [a] named Rahab and stayed there.

2 The king of Jericho was told, "Look! Some of the Israelites have come here tonight to spy out the land." 3 So the king of Jericho sent this message to Rahab: "Bring out the men who came to you and entered your house, because they have come to spy out the whole land."

4 But the woman had taken the two men and hidden them. She said, "Yes, the men came to me, but I did not know where they had come from. 5 At dusk, when it was time to close the city gate, the men left. I don't know which way they went. Go after them quickly. You may catch up with them." 6 (But she had taken them up to the roof and hidden them under the stalks of flax she had laid out on the roof.) 7 So the men set out in pursuit of the spies on the road that leads to the fords of the Jordan, and as soon as the pursuers had gone out, the gate was shut.

8 Before the spies lay down for the night, she went up on the roof 9 and said to them, "I know that the LORD has given this land to you and that a great fear of you has fallen on us, so that all who live in this country are melting in fear because of you. 10 We have heard how the LORD dried up the water of the Red Sea [b] for you when you came out of Egypt, and what you did to Sihon and Og, the two kings of the Amorites east of the Jordan, whom you completely destroyed. [c] 11 When we heard of it, our hearts melted and everyone's courage failed because of you, for the LORD your God is God in heaven above and on the earth below. 12 Now then, please swear to me by the LORD that you will show kindness to my family, because I have shown kindness to you. Give me a sure sign 13 that you will spare the lives of my father and mother, my brothers and sisters, and all who belong to them, and that you will save us from death."

14 "Our lives for your lives!" the men assured her. "If you don't tell what we are doing, we will treat you kindly and faithfully when the LORD gives us the land."

Tommy's Thoughts:

We can learn so much from Rahab’s faith in today’s passage. She was a pagan, a Canaanite and a prostitute, the least likely person we might assume to be interested in God. Yet, Rahab with her simple faith, was willing to risk everything for a God she barely knew. She didn’t allow her past or background to tie her down from seeking God.

Rahab also believes and acknowledged that God is all-powerful and sovereign. Her faith and fear in God guided her to do her best to save herself, her family and God’s people; ultimately accomplishing God’s great purposes in the process.

Dear Lord, I acknowledge that You are faithful and I can trust You to provide help when I come to You. You will show me ways when there seems to be no other way. Teach me Lord to have simple faith, to worship and believe in You, the same all-powerful and miracle-working God. In Jesus’ name, I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:

This passage reminds me of a joke I heard some time ago. It's true that many times God let satan foot the bill for us. :) Help can just come our way at the right time... God is always on time. He can use non-believers to help believers to accomplish His purpose, just like in the case of Joshua above, and also in the story of Joseph (Old Testatment). In return, God also blesses the non-believers who have unknowingly provided helps to the believers. Isn't that good?

Dear Lord,
Thank You for always providing unexpected helps for us when we need them most. Thank You that You will take care of us and our needs at the right time. Thank You for Your faithfulness always. Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Be Ready


Matthew 24:32-44

32 "Now learn this lesson from the fig tree: As soon as its twigs get tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. 33 Even so, when you see all these things, you know that it is near, right at the door. 34 I tell you the truth, this generation heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.

The Day and Hour Unknown
36 "No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. 37 As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. 38 For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark; 39and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. That is how it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. 40 Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. 41 Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left.

42 "Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. 43 But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. 44 So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.

Bees's Thoughts:

Talking about readiness, I know of people who will work extra hard when they know their bosses are coming or is around. When the 'cat' goes away the 'mice' will come out to play. Hmmn... how many workers can really be ready for their bosses anytime?

As Christians we don't work just to please our bosses on earth, we work to please our heavenly 'Boss' who can see us anytime and anywhere. We are to be good steward in our time and work. We are be ready for His coming...

Dear Lord,
Let me be always ready for You when You come to bring me back home. Let me be a good steward of my time and energy to do the things that will please You. May I find favour in my bosses, being a good worker. I pray that You will continue to direct me in my search for a new job. May Your will be done. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

I was at the newsstand that day and saw few tabloids with a front cover listing all kinds of predictions for 2006 that they claimed were found hidden in the Bible. I’ve seen these kinds of sensational news since day one I chanced upon a tabloid. All these false claims and predictions only proof one thing to us; that is, we don’t have a single clue on what will happen tomorrow, let alone predicting 100 years into the future.

Not knowing the future sometime can be a good thing. If we knew the precise date when Christ will return; we might be tempted to be lazy in our work for Him. I heard about a guy from my friend that he decided to temporarily ‘quit’ from Christianity to pursue and indulge himself with self-seeking pleasure in the “world”. He thinks God will accept Him back with an open arm when he decided to return later, a false sense of security based entirely out of context on the story of the prodigal son.

It’s true our loving God will still accept us when we’ve truly repented and returning back to Him, but that doesn’t mean we can use it as an excuse for being disobedient; asking God to follow our timetable instead of His. Sometime, we forget that Heaven is not our only goal; we have to treat our life now as a test; to work diligently for God here and now before Christ’s return.

It is said that Christ will be back when we do not expect him most; it will be swift and sudden, no opportunity for last-minute repentance or bargaining. We already have sufficient knowledge and warning to prepare, be ready, keeping watch and make the choice to obey and walk with Him today. Let’s not foolishly gamble with our eternal destiny that God has given us.

Dear Lord, thank You for motivating and teaching me to be prepared always for Christ’s return; to live responsibly, serving others in need and working diligently for the extension of Your kingdom. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

As Stubborn As Mule

Psalm 32:8-11

8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you and watch over you.

9 Do not be like the horse or the mule,
which have no understanding
but must be controlled by bit and bridle
or they will not come to you.

10 Many are the woes of the wicked,
but the LORD's unfailing love
surrounds the man who trusts in him.

11 Rejoice in the LORD and be glad, you righteous;
sing, all you who are upright in heart!

Bee's Thoughts:

I have only worked in my present preschool for about a month and is still trying to get use to the tons of daily paper works that seem to be endless. Other than this dislike I am quite happy working with the children and my teachers. I felt the school should hire a clerk to do those admin works instead of making me a highly paid 'clerk' and have less time for more critical works that require my kind training and qualification. For this reason I was actually looking around for job that doesn't require me to do all these time consuming admin works... so I am in the midst of attending interviews this week.

However, my boss' boss came to my office at about 5 p.m. and talked with me for about 3 hours today. She asked me to consider taking over my boss' position, which will be vacant before end of this month. Erm... I felt flattered but wasn't that keen to take it up, yet I felt bad to reject. *sigh*

Thank God that in today's devotion He is saying to me: "I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you." (v8).

Actually I told my boss' boss that my weekly Friday evening Cell meetings are very important to me, which will clash with the weekly Friday management meeting should I take up that position. I will not compromise for the sake of a promotion.


Dear Lord,
Thank You for assuring me tonight that You will guide me in what I should do. I want to commit my work into Your hands. Lead me as I obey Your Spirit's prompting reagarding my career. I trust in Your providence Lord.
In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.



Tommy's Thoughts:

A lot people disobey God not because they don’t want to be controlled or directed; it’s more about the lack of understanding why God ask us to obey Him. Another reason is the lack of trust in believing God’s way. When we come to the point of true understanding and deeply believe in His teachings, we will find our self less prone to disobey and sin.

The truth is everything God asks of us, He does so out of unfailing love to keep us from harm, unnecessary conflicts; giving the best and good for us. Most who do not believe in this truth will tend to go for the quick fix, which often lead to sin and troubles. Like a father who teaches his sons; sometime our stubbornness leaves God with only one option that is to use discipline. But, God prefer to guide us with love and wisdom rather than punishment if we allow our self to listen and obey His teachings.

Dear Lord, thank You for Your unfailing love and patience to teach and guide me to the right and only path. Thank You for Your love that surrounds me when I trust and obey in You. Help me not only to be obedient but to be joyful, glad and rejoices in Your teachings. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Monday, February 06, 2006

What Is The Bible For?

2 Timothy 3:14-17

14 But as for you, continue in what you have learned and have become convinced of, because you know those from whom you learned it, 15 and how from infancy you have known the holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. 16 All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, 17 so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.


Bee's Thoughts:

There are many types of Christian denominations, therefore, also many types of Christians too. I often heard the comment: The Charismatic Christians have experiences but no depth in the Bible, while the non-Charismatic Christians have depth in the Bible but no experience or power to live a victorious life.

Why can't a Christian have both? I believe God wants Christians to have both the depth in the Bible as well as the experiences in the power of the Holy Spirit. Only in this way can one be strong to withstand all trials and temptations of life.

As a young Christian, I was taught that reading the Bible daily is very important for any serious Christian. For the Bible can make one "wise for salvation" (v15); it is "useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness" (v16). Without knowing the truth found in the Bible one would be led astray by all kinds of teaching and doctrines.

In my experience as Christian, the Holy Spirit always reminds me of the Bible verses I have read at the right time so that I may not fall away from God or sin against Him. His word is life actually... it is able to save me from many things in life. Thank God for the Bible!

Tommy's Thoughts:

Since small, I believe there is a God. But, being brought up from a non-Christian family, I do not know anything about the Bible or Jesus. My knowledge of who God was based solely on my observation and experience of His creations and my own conscience. It was also a one-way communication with the god I believe in at that time. I have totally no idea what He wanted or expected from us; aside from being generally good and performing rituals obediently to save myself from punishment and bad luck.

The first time I read the Bible was out of curiosity before I’m a Christian. I told myself it’s impossible for me to understand this “history” book and what those Christian believe in; it was utterly irrelevant and an unnecessary complication to life. Now, as I read 1 Corinthians 2:14, I understand why I felt that way, how I unable to grasp the spiritual treasures and truths of the Scripture back then:

“The man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned” - 1 Corinthians 2:14

After I’ve accepted Christ, I began to see how precious and valuable the Bible is. Every passage suddenly jumped to life when I read them. I used to be puzzled over this, but as I read 1 Corinthians 2:9-10, I understand how when we are born again, we will receive the illumining ministry of the Holy Spirit, enabling us to understand the Bible effectively.

“No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him. But God has revealed it to us by his Spirit.” - 1 Corinthians 2:9-10

Dear Lord, thank You for enabling me to understand Your words. Thank You that the Holy Spirit lives within me, illumining my mind, encouraging my heart, and strengthening my will and faith. Help me to use the knowledge I received to do good and Christ’s work in the world. Amen.

Also read our previous post on the Bible...

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Sunday, February 05, 2006

The Sensuous Christian

Exodus 37:1-9

The Ark
1 Bezalel made the ark of acacia wood—two and a half cubits long, a cubit and a half wide, and a cubit and a half high. 2 He overlaid it with pure gold, both inside and out, and made a gold molding around it. 3 He cast four gold rings for it and fastened them to its four feet, with two rings on one side and two rings on the other. 4 Then he made poles of acacia wood and overlaid them with gold. 5 And he inserted the poles into the rings on the sides of the ark to carry it.

6 He made the atonement cover of pure gold—two and a half cubits long and a cubit and a half wide. 7 Then he made two cherubim out of hammered gold at the ends of the cover. 8 He made one cherub on one end and the second cherub on the other; at the two ends he made them of one piece with the cover. 9 The cherubim had their wings spread upward, overshadowing the cover with them. The cherubim faced each other, looking toward the cover.

Tommy's Thoughts:

I heard from a friend before that the reason he’s an atheist is because of how religions disrespect our current world, focusing only on heaven. He said most treat the world they live in now as an illusion, giving excuses for them to be a lousy and irresponsible person. He also added religions wrongly taught people not to enjoy their lives here, being insensible and abstaining from all kind of pleasures or enjoyments.

As a Christian, we see the world now as a reality, not an illusion. Although it will be short stay compared to the time we will spend with God later, Christians regard everything created by God and our attitude towards them as significant and have eternal consequences. God pronounces everything He created as "good” and He rejoices in them. This includes our senses which He approves the proper experience of pleasure through them. Using these senses, God wants us to enjoy and delight in His creations, leading us to be grateful and to worship Him.

Dear Lord, thank You for everything You has given to us. Teach me to be a responsible steward of Your creations, as an act of worship. Lord, help me not to worship them, but to know they are Your wonderful and perfect gifts for us to enjoy; bringing us to know You better and to glorify Your name. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.



Bee's Thoughts:

The title of today's devotion seems unusual. The word "sensual" seems 'worldly'. Yet God has created humans as sensual beings. Being sensual towards the right thing or person and at the right time is nothing wrong. But how we use our senses are of great consequences. Eve was being sensual towards the forbidden fruit and was led to sin by Satan, making us all sinners by birth..

I enjoy looking at beautiful people, pictures, songs, arts, nature, etc. Each time I look at them I praise God for His creations. A beautiful relationship with another fellow being is also something we can thank God for. Such relationship requires both to use their senses to the full.

Dear Lord,
Thank You for making me a very sensual person. I enjoy the things You have provided for me through the senses You gave me. Thank You for making all things beautiful in Your time. Amen.


.......the devotion of Tommy and Bee

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Love Enough To Confront


Luke 7:36-50

Jesus Anointed by a Sinful Woman

36 Now one of the Pharisees invited Jesus to have dinner with him, so he went to the Pharisee's house and reclined at the table. 37 When a woman who had lived a sinful life in that town learned that Jesus was eating at the Pharisee's house, she brought an alabaster jar of perfume, 38 and as she stood behind him at his feet weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears. Then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them.

39 When the Pharisee who had invited him saw this, he said to himself, "If this man were a prophet, he would know who is touching him and what kind of woman she is—that she is a sinner."

40 Jesus answered him, "Simon, I have something to tell you."
"Tell me, teacher," he said.

41 "Two men owed money to a certain moneylender. One owed him five hundred denarii,[a] and the other fifty. 42 Neither of them had the money to pay him back, so he canceled the debts of both. Now which of them will love him more?"

43 Simon replied, "I suppose the one who had the bigger debt canceled."
"You have judged correctly," Jesus said.

44 Then he turned toward the woman and said to Simon, "Do you see this woman? I came into your house. You did not give me any water for my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. 45 You did not give me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. 46 You did not put oil on my head, but she has poured perfume on my feet. 47 Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven—for she loved much. But he who has been forgiven little loves little."

48 Then Jesus said to her, "Your sins are forgiven."

49 The other guests began to say among themselves, "Who is this who even forgives sins?"

50 Jesus said to the woman, "Your faith has saved you; go in peace."

Tommy's Thoughts:

Before I’m a Christian, I paid little attention or totally unaware of how wrong some of my actions and attitude were. There was totally no sense of regret or detest or to change. This was partly due to my belief that it doesn’t matter what I’m doing, as what I did before already invalidate me from being saved by God. I soon settled on trying my best to just be conventionally good, but still indulged in all those ‘little sins’.

Little sins will soon be fully-grown and at the end will give birth to ‘death’ (James 1:15). Because of God’s mercy, He came to me before it was too late; convicting me and I began to realize how and why things turned out so badly; the person I had became. Later, I understand how much I need Him, to believe in Him and His redeeming power. He forgave me as I repented and He gave me a new start.

It’s true that only when one realizes the depth of their sin, can they appreciate the complete forgiveness of God. We should be grateful and appreciate the wideness of God’s mercy, giving us a way to reconcile with Him and allowing Him to change us. As Christian, we are saved by grace through faith. We need to be like the woman in today’s passage who was saved by her faith alone. Her overflowing love and generosity was the result of her faith in Christ.

Dear Lord, thank You for reminding me of how You have saved me and how much I need You to change me everyday. Lord, keep me beside You always so I won’t go astray. Makes me lie down in green pastures and lead me beside quiet waters, restoring my soul and guides me to Your paths of righteousness. In the Almighty name of Jesus I pray, Amen.


Bee's Thoughts:


As I read the above passage I just felt like crying...

Jesus said, "her many sins have been forgiven—for she loved much". Now I know why I can have such simple faith in Jesus and remain in this faith for so many years. Some people might think I am crazy to love an unseen Jesus so much. But what they don't know is that I love Jesus very much because He has forgiven me much too. Without Him I would have been gone long ago.

I have heard many who would say they rather love the one whom they loved but doesn't recipocate that love, to the one who loves them a lot but they don't love. I felt the reverse. I can be moved by true love and stay in that love forever till it is removed. So I love Jesus because He first loved me while I was still a sinner, not while I was good. He loved me just as I was and am now. How can I not love someone who loves me so much? I will love.

Dear Jesus,
Thank You for loving me so much...
You loved me right from the start
And that has touched my heart.

I love You very much too...
I can't resist Your love so true
That captures my heart in surrender to You.

I just love You...

- Bee

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Friday, February 03, 2006

I Dare You!

Psalm 119:41-48

41 May your unfailing love come to me, O LORD,
your salvation according to your promise;

42 then I will answer the one who taunts me,
for I trust in your word.

43 Do not snatch the word of truth from my mouth,
for I have put my hope in your laws.

44 I will always obey your law,
for ever and ever.

45 I will walk about in freedom,
for I have sought out your precepts.

46 I will speak of your statutes before kings
and will not be put to shame,

47 for I delight in your commands
because I love them.


48 I lift up my hands to your commands, which I love,
and I meditate on your decrees.

Bee's Thoughts:

Yes, "May your unfailing love come to me, O LORD". May I love Your word and keep it in my heart always. How wonderful is Your word to me, that lifts me up all the time. I am but a frail gal who is easily broken, one whom men would despise. But in You I am made strong, for Your word encourages me to go on a little more whenever I want to give up. Thank You for Your unfailing love. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

The problem with our struggle in keeping God’s commands is not that we do not understand them or we don’t want to keep them. It’s the way we see them; our perception of what God wanted us to follow. We often hear people say following God is complicated because of all the things we need to change, the “dos” and “don’ts”. We felt God’s commands inhibit and restrain us from doing what we want to do.

When faced with a situation, we tend to ignore His teachings and do exactly the opposite, without giving a single thought of the consequences of our actions to our self and others. There are also times; we take for granted of God’s forgiveness, using it as an excuse to do what we know is wrong. All these attitudes not only hinder us from fulfilling God’s plan for our lives but also rob us from having true freedom in life.

The truth is, instead of restricting us; God’s commands actually free us to be what God designed us to be. When we accepted God’s gift of salvation and forgiveness, we gain true freedom from sin and guilt. We can make the choice not to sin again as Christ has already break us away from the grip of bondages.

To make it easier for us to understand this reality, we need to change our view on God’s commands for us. Like in verse 47 and 48 in today’s Psalm; we need to delight and love the commands God have given us. We need to know they are not to restrain us but to free us. They are given to us because He loves us and wanted the best for our lives.

Dear Lord, thank You for changing my perspective on why I should follow Your commands. Thank You for Your unfailing love for me, forgiving me and saving me from the trap and bondages of sin. I won’t be complacent of where I’m now but to move on and grow in maturity, lifting up my hands to Your commands, keeping them until You come again. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Thursday, February 02, 2006

The Best Question

Psalm 15

A psalm of David.
1 LORD, who may dwell in your sanctuary?
Who may live on your holy hill?

2 He whose walk is blameless
and who does what is righteous,
who speaks the truth from his heart

3 and has no slander on his tongue,
who does his neighbor no wrong
and casts no slur on his fellowman,

4 who despises a vile man
but honors those who fear the LORD,
who keeps his oath
even when it hurts,


5 who lends his money without usury
and does not accept a bribe against the innocent.
He who does these things
will never be shaken.


Bee's Thoughts:

A sanctuary is a shelter from danger or hardship... a place where one "will never be shaken" (v5). Whenever I am sad and in distress I will retreat into my 'sanctuary' (God). It's there where I rest my wounded soul, letting God heal my broken spirit.

Who can be in God's sanctuary? One who does all the above things. Hmmn... it seems it's a place for the 'perfect'?

Well, when one goes into the presence of God, all sins will have to be confessed as God reveals one's true self through His Holy Spirit. That's how God burnt away all that're wrong and purify one's heart.

Yes, the Lord did that to me whenever I ran into His sanctuary. He 'stripped' me to reveal what's in my heart and then began His purifying work in me so that I could be made whole again.

Dear Lord,
Thank You for being my sanctury each time I went into distress. Thank You for Your healing work as I surrender myself to You. Now I pray that You would remove what's not right in me and let me abide in You always. In Your holy name I pray. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

I received a sms from an old friend today. She was surprised that I have submitted my life to God, asking me what made me to make that decision. She also asked me whether it’s because she doesn’t have a religion that made her feeling empty and lost. I prayed to God to help me with words when replying to her, sharing my faith to her. I told her God himself came to fill the same void inside my heart. When we open our heart to Him, He will change us from inside, guiding us to live a blameless life. It’s God working inside us and not through our own effort to be good.

In today’s Psalm, God gave us some guidelines to live a blameless life; to determine how we as Christian are doing in our walk:

  1. Be truthful (v2): We live in a society today that is manipulative, self-centered, and heavy into techniques, hidden agendas and lies; to get what we want. Being truthful sometime becomes unnecessary. God calls us to speak the truth from our heart. He knows how lies can eventually bring troubles, fear and complications into our lives; robbing us from living the life He wanted us to have.

  2. Control our speech (v3): We need to be careful with our words; to always speak the truth and refuse to slander others; how we use them reflects our relationship with God. Our tongue is one the most important things we need to control; like fire, that at the same time can bring light when it’s dark, it can also bring down a whole house when we are not careful.

  3. “The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.”- James 3:6

  4. Keeping promises (v4): We need to be aware of not promising something we won’t be able to keep. It’s easy to promise when we wanted something; but keeping them requires us to be truly faithful and committed. But, once we broke a promise, it’s very hard to earn back the trust others have put on us. Like our Heavenly Father who always keeps his promises, we too need to always keep our promises.


Dear Lord, thank You for today, how You’ve made everything goes so smoothly as I’ve prayed for. You are just wonderful and I can’t be more thankful! I take this time to pray for my friend and also to all those who yet to know You, that You will one day fill their heart, giving them what they need most and bringing meaning and purpose to their lives. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

A Servant's Heart


2 Timothy 2:19-26

19 Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: "The Lord knows those who are his," and, "Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness."

20 In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for noble purposes and some for ignoble. 21 If a man cleanses himself from the latter, he will be an instrument for noble purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work.

22 Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. 23 Don't have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. 24 And the Lord's servant must not quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful. 25 Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, 26 and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.

Bee's Thoughts:

Today's devotion is the answer to a visitor's comment on yesterday's devotion. KristieSue said...
"One of the most common excuses I hear about people not wanting to go to church is because of so and so who is at the bar every weekend... or something similar to that. They say if they can live that way and get to heaven then so can I... It's a sad thing how Christians like to pretend. Go to church and act holy and spirit filled and then the rest of the week show no evidence of God."

Well, "The Lord knows those who are his," and, "Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness." (v19). A true Christian is one who seeks to live a life that is pleasing to God. He/She may not be perfect yet, but nevertheless, he/she has the desire to learn and grow in Christ.

As a Christian tries to live a life that is righteous, he/she may looks foolish, funny, anti-social, stubborn, etc, to his/her non-Christian friends and the world. It's sad that sometimes a Christian may compromise in order to gain acceptance. Yet God says He knows those who are His... who will not compromise with the world.


Dear Lord.
Thank You for transforming me day by day so that I may be "an instrument for noble purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work" (v21). It has been a painful process as You 'mould' and 'polish' me a little at a time in order to remove the worldly parts in me.

Sometimes, I thought I couldn't take the pain anymore, but You always give me strength to go on and not give up. Thank You that through that process I have grown to be stronger and is enjoying Your love more each day. Let me be a faithful servant to You as I live in this transient world.

I love You, Lord. Amen.

Tommy's Thoughts:

Once, I questioned God how He can use me for His purposes, as an instrument of His will. How should I change and live my life differently, to magnify His name to those who are still confused about the truth? What kind of person and attitude I should have in order to share the message effectively to others? What I should run away from to avoid myself to stumble and ended up being a bad example to others?

In today’s passage, Paul advised Timothy not to settle on anything less than God’s highest and best (v. 20-21); to wisely know when and how to run or stay away from situation that can easily lead him to sin (v. 22); to be kind, patience, gentle and tactful when explaining the truth to others; to be a good listener and avoid any foolish, prideful and pointless arguments and debates (v.23-26).

Dear Lord, thank You for Your words speaking to me today; making me aware of the importance as a Christian to pursue the right attitude in every situation; to be a servant and teacher for Your people, leading them to the truth. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

.......the devotion of Bee & Tommy